Not Just A Hallucination

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So basically, Yeosang started to avoid Jongho. He would still talk and text with him but that was for a short time, he would come up with excuses that he had to study.. Just to stop the conversation.

He did this for days, days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into almost two years. In fact they were gonna finish 10th grade after 2 months.
He thought his feelings are decreasing, well actually, the did decrease, and he was happy with it.

But little did he know, they didn't stop. They never stopped.

Jongho on the other hand was confused why he wouldn't really talk like he used to before. Yeosang completely stopped complementing and flirting with Jongho, he was confused but shrugged it off.

When it came to calling eachother, the both didn't really talk or even text for long anymore. Yeosang would usually say that he has to study and Jongho was fine with it, he didn't have a problem that his hyung was just focusing on his studies.

While if you're wondering, Jongho still likes Yeosang. But 'like' would be an understatement.

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The both were talking (on facetime) after almost a month. They've been talking since about ten minutes now. The both were talking about random stuff but Yeosang decides to bring a specific topic up.

"So.. There's this new girl in my class, she's Beomgyu's cousin who used to live in Vietnam but moved here and uh.. I'm thinking of asking her out.." He says, Jongho could feel his heart ache at that moment, but he tried to not make it obvious.

"Ooh.. Someone has a crush~" He teases, making his hyung blush.

"Yah! stop it-!" He exclaims and laughs

"What's her name?" Jongho asks

" Jiwoo, she's really pretty, wait she has Instagram lemme send her id" The older says and starts to type her id, after that he clicked on 'send'.

"uh.. Yea I got it hyung.." He tells him, his hyung giving a small smile in return.

Then Yeosang started telling Jongho about Jiwoo and how much he liked her, but the younger didn't really listen. I mean, who would want to listen to their crush talking about someone else they like?

They ended the call after a while. Jongho felt really sad, his heart still aching from ehat his hyung told him. He wanted to cry his heart out. He was feeling regretful that he didn't confess earlier. Even if he didn't have of chance with him, he would have just shared his feelings.

He decided to search Jiwoo's account on Instagram. He found it and started looking at the photos she posted of herself. 'she is pretty tho...' he thought.
It was getting late at night, he decided to sleep as he couldn't really think about anything

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