𝐒𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐘𝐨𝐮

chapter: 𝟎

"please call my name one more time"

when you call me
i feel awake
i feel you my love
i am afraid I made a mistake
my heart still aches

i know you're calling my name
yet I can't answer you
i want to
yet again I can't
i try so hard to talk to you

but everytime I do
you can't hear me
you can't sense me
i wish you could see

-how you're my blue
seems I'm your red
You're my green
-my white and my yellow
you're my only, my love

i want you to call me
-just one more time
no more than that
call my name
my last love.

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i'm still here,
i'm still with you

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you tore me
broke me

it's not your fault
it never was
it was never anyone's fault
but destiny's

oh destiny

why are you so cruel
what is that you want to rule?
how my heart burns likes it's set on fuel

i wish I would have been all ears
but now I'm in tears
as I regret I wasn't there through your fears
how I wish I could mend those tears

i wish I could just hear
that you are still here

-but all your cruel lies
suggesting you were fine?

miles, oh those smiles
were those a lie too?
you looked as if it was the best life
It was rife,
Your grace i mean
lying through those gleaming eyes of yours?
those eyes that held the universe?
the smile that gave warmth
that you make me long for
and that I could no longer get

those naughty hand
those i demand
to run through my hair
so i could share
my sorrow
which you narrowed

oh to see you again,
oh to have you smile again

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𝑰𝒇 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒗𝒊𝒗𝒆, 𝑰 𝒂𝒑𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒊𝒔𝒆.