𝐒𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐘𝐨𝐮

chapter: null!

‘𝘐 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 ’

Hang on, even though I may act as though you don't mean anything to me at all, you mean so much to me that even though I can at times hate you, I want you to continue living and never give up.

Observing you struggle through existence and hearing you declare, "I want to die before life begins,"
I heard your mother say, "I know she has something going on," and it rather wrenches my soul.
I froze because I knew she loved you more right then and there.
How could you be selfish when you are the only one she has?

I knew deep down you weren't self-centered.
You seem pretty shattered.
I don't know how I could make you better. Actually, I do know, but how can I give you things when I myself lack them?
I know exactly what will give you greater hope, but that is unlikely to occur anytime soon in this cruel world.

It crashed me to pieces.
When you said, "I wanna return home as a corpse," it angered me.
I pity you, but I know you don't want pity.
I am a horrible person, and I am aware of it.
Why is the world so cruel to someone who has so much potential to be a good person?

Understanding how cruel money is makes life difficult.
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I'm broken; it wasn't your fault.
I wish my love for you could remain unsaid,
but it appears that it would be because of you.
Love appears straightforward right now,
but my heart longs for what could be.

You abandoned me vulnerable.
As if I could break,
and I do break at the tiniest glimpse of you,
for even that glimpse causes me to crumble.

I could declare my love for you,
but is it truly fair?
Is this thing real?
Even so, isn't it already too late?
To love you this late, for me
My heart hurts

Would you please
make an appearance once?
Tell me you're okay.

I understand where I belong.
I do,
I really do,
but I just can't seem to get over it.
I can't let go.
I can't forget.
I can't just get over it.
Since you are my ray of hope right now,
it hurts even more to say goodbye to you.

Sweet moon of mine
All I can hope is that you are still with us.

All I can hope is that you are still with us.

I know where I belong.
I Apologise for going beyond the line.