-Mentions gore and blood
-Rainbow
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I tossed and turned, while sweating from nervousness, my breathing quickening as time passed ever so slowly. I couldn't wake up, all I could see was the reality I feared most.
"I wonder where Koa is?" Y/N whispered to herself, as she looked throughout the house and the garden. No luck, so she went outside, to the local park where they always used to play. "Koa? Koa where are you?!" Y/N shouted. They were playing a game of hide and seek like they always used to do when they were kids. "Koa I'm coming to find you." She giggled while smiling. She skipped off, looking behind trees, playground equipment, prickly bushes. She had no luck. She shrugged, but was determined to find him. She knocked on neighbours doors, asking if they had seen him, when one person said he had seen him run east. So...she ventured off down the road, being careful of the few cars that came speeding down. She stopped frequently, making sure not to miss any spots, as Koa was amazing at hiding. She continued to venture down the road, when she came across an abandoned building that they always wanted to explore. She smirked and squinted her eyes in determination, before running in. The front door was already open, because usually it was closed. "Bingo." She whispered, trailing slowly along the hallway. Deciding to look in the living room, she came across a few mannequins, they looked old, but not that old. She also came across a few paintings. "Intriguing." She put a hand on her chin, when she took a step aside. The eyes followed her and the mannequin moved. She shrugged, thinking it was just her being paranoid. She walked out of the living room, into different rooms. There were more paintings, more mannequins, some of them moved. But Y/N just shook it off, trying to persuade herself that it was just her imagination and that she was being paranoid. She stomped upstairs, heading in towards the first room she sure. She opened it. There was a TV lagging, and a wardrobe. She walked towards the wardrobe, and opened it slowly, she looked up, no-one there. She was about to close the door when something caught her eye. She looked down at the bottom of the wardrobe. Her eyes widened. Y/N was staring down at her little brother, blood pouring from his prying eyes. His eyes blood shot. More blood was pouring out of his mouth, which was wide open, and his clothes ripped apart. Y/N didn't hesitate to pick him up, running out of the house. When the door was shut in her face. She was shocked, and absolutely petrified, she shook her head feeling tears fall from her eyes. "It's okay Koa, it's okay. You're going to be okay." She was trying to reassure both him and herself. Koa coughed, more blood was pouring out. Y/N was still holding Koa in her arms. She turned around, and screamed...
I woke up, I didn't realise I was crying, and I had stopped breathing. I looked over at my boyfriend. He was still sleeping. I sighed quietly relieved that I didn't wake him up. I looked at my hands, they were shaking. I wiped my head, it was covered in sweat. I slowly, lifted myself out of bed, heading downstairs, not wanting to wake up Ford. I made myself a quick cup of tea, pulling out a seat from the kitchen table. I started bobbing my knee up and down, looking down at the table, traumatised. This had been the third week, in a row this has been happening.
"Y/N?" Stanford asked, I looked up at him.
"Y/N. Are you okay? You look like you are terrified." I felt my self shaking, as he pulled a chair out, sitting opposite me. He grabbed my hand, stroking it gently.
"I-I-I. Dreams, past-no. I can't live with it...I can't. It's all my fault." Stanford looked at me, surprised, but in an understanding way. He kept a hold of my hand, but his grip got tighter ever so slightly.
"It's okay. Please tell me, what's wrong." He said, grabbing me by the waist, lifting me onto his lap. He wrapped his arms around my waist, as I rested my head on his shoulder and in the crook of his neck.
"I-Koa. Blood. Eyes. Mouth. All my fault." I shook my head, crying, as he sat there, patiently, trying to piece everything together. "Wardrobe." It was annoying, I tried to speak in full sentences, but I was incapable of doing so. I started sobbing shaking my head, as he kissed the top of it. "Hide n seek."
"It's okay Y/N, I'm listening." He coped in my ear kissing my cheek. Tears were streaming down my face.
"I don't want to relive the reality." I looked at him, my eyes widened, he looked extremely worried, but acted calm, as he didn't want to make me feel any worse. There was silence for a couple minutes, as he soothed me holding my head, and me on his lap. "My brother and me, were playing hide and seek, I couldn't find him. He wasn't in the house, nor in the garden. I looked everywhere, I even knocked on other people's doors asking if they had seen him. They all said no, besides from one person. He said Koa went east, which was the abandoned building that we always wanted to explore. The door was already open, so I guessed he had already went and hide in the house. I looked in the living room first, there were a lot of paintings, and mannequins, and a static TV. The paintings were following me, the eyes watching me carefully. I managed to persuade myself that I was just paranoid. I also remember the mannequins following me, moving from time to time, but again I told myself that I was paranoid. After clearing the first floor, I went upstairs, heading towards the first room I saw. There was another static TV. I looked around, no luck, and then I noticed a wardrobe, I opened it, I looked up to the top shelf. No luck. I was about to shut the cupboard, when something caught my eye. I looked below me, there was Koa. His eyes were bleeding, blood shot and wide open, like he had seen something that scared him. His mouth, full of blood, dripping down from it, his clothes ripped apart. Straight away I picked up, and ran out, telling Koa it was going to be okay, with tears streaming down my cheeks. Before I left, I turned around while Koa was still coughing blood. I couldn't remember what I saw, but I screamed, still holding Koa in my arms." I rested my head, on his shoulder, crying.
"Oh Y/N." He looked at me, giving me a kiss on the lips.
"Is he okay!?" I started to panic. Ford put his finger on my lips.
"If you want to, you can call him, if it makes you feel better." I nodded. He got up picking me up too, still holding me gently. He grabbed the phone, and rang his number. It rang a few times, before Koa answered. Stanford gave me the phone.
"Y/N? Are you okay?" Koa said into the phone.
"Are you okay?" I asked him, forgetting that he asked me first.
"Yes. I'm completely fine. But why did you call me. Is everything alright?" Ford was still holding me, not letting me go. I felt safe in his arms.
"I got scared." I whispered, my voice shaking slightly.
"Y/N, are you having that nightmare again?" He asked, I looked up at Stanford. He gave me a kiss on the cheek, soothing me as if I was a baby.
"Yes..." I paused for a few moments. "I can't stop having the nightmare, it's been going on for years. It won't go away."
"Y/N. I'm okay, it was just a nightmare. It's not real and it will never be real again. I'm alive. Perfectly fine. If you want, I can come and see you tomorrow, and stay with you, to prove that I'm okay. If that is alright with Stanford and all."
"That will be fine." He whispered into the phone.
"Alright thanks! See you tomorrow Y/N. Please. Get a good night sleep. Love you sis."
"Love you too Koa." I said, as he put the phone down. I was still in Ford's arms.
"Are you ready to go to bed?" He asked, I nodded, my head was in the crook of his neck. He walked upstairs, back to our room. He sat down, with me still in his arms. I hugged him tightly, and he did the same. He kissed my lips, over and over again. Making me feel better. He also kissed my cheek multiple times. Which helped me fall asleep faster. He stroked my hair gently.
"I love you Stanford." I whispered, as he kissed my cheek once more, as I closed my eyes, breathing into his neck.
"I love you more, Y/N."
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Sorry I haven't wrote a one shot, I've been busy and stuff, like sick, with my illness and stuff so yeah sorry about that!
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