No One Does It Better - Sequel to Blue Eyes Don't Lie

Final Chapter - 4 Years Time Difference.

*Included FNOS but in the future.*

I guess things can change in life.

I'm no longer the bully victim and haven't been for some time now. I'm no longer a loser, someone undateable. I no longer think of myself as unloved, unwanted or just a pure waste of oxygen. My husband helped me change the way I thought of myself. Dan Flint is my saviour, the one I can love with all my heart and more and never give up on. He's my soulmate.

He and the guys have helped me so much through everything I've done. They've encouraged me to get a job and I now work with Max, Josh and Matt modelling for their clothing companies. I get called up by big names now to model their clothing and it honestly makes me feel so good about myself. Even for a shop like New Look, modelling their maternity range; it meant a big deal to me and Dan too.

Welcoming David Flint into the world was one of the best things that have ever happened to Dan and I. Watching him grow up into the beautiful 4 year old he now is, is just amazing and I can't wait to celebrate more birthdays with him. He is the spitting image of Dan and they're so alike it's unreal. David watches him in everything he does. Dan even takes him to any band practises the band has and David will sit next to the drum kit and watch Dan play. It's astonishing. I'm also expecting the arrival of our second son, Ethan, in just a few weeks time.

I'm thankful for the guys having girlfriends, as stupid as it sounds. I'm thankful for Lauren being there for me when me and Dan would argue and when I self harmed and for being the best friend a girl could ever wish for. I'm thankful for Laura, Max's new girlfriend, for bringing the old Max back to us after him and Nicole parted ways; she's brought the brotherly Max back for me. She's also got an awesome accent which makes me laugh whenever she talks.

I guess I'm thankful for a lot in this life. Who knows, if I had never bumped into Dan and Josh in the cinema them years ago I wouldn't be here. I probably would have hung myself like mum did.

Chris has been teaching me guitar whilst Georgie lets me help out with make-up whenever she has a music video coming up and she needs to style the actresses. She also does my makeup when I'm modelling for the guys or big brands. They recently got engaged too, I can't think of a more perfect couple than them two.

And right now?

I'm watching my husband and his brothers headline Wembley Arena.

We're backstage and David is getting attention from Lauren, Laura, Holly and Georgie whilst I just can't take my eyes away from Dan. I never have been able to tear my eyes away from him when he's drumming. The thing that stands out the most about Dan is how passionate he is in what he does, as well as the few dirty images running through my mind. What? I'm allowed to think of him that way...

The guys are all just so passionate about being in a band, their band.

"There's some people that I wish so much were here tonight." Josh spoke to the crowd, voice already showing some heartache. "This song goes out to Dave and Chaz; we love you, we miss you and we wish you were here right now, I know you're watching up there. This one's for you, it's called Fireworks."

Chris began to play the first chords, slowly joined by Max and Dan on the drums.

"Mummy, this song is for Grandaddy!" David ran up to me, pulling Lauren along with him.

"Yes it definitely is, Davy." I ruffled David's brown hair and he held out his arms for me to pick him up.

"Look at Daddy play, Grandaddy will be smiling mummy. He be proud of Daddy."

Sometimes, I wonder where David gets this from. David always see's the best in people, he's always seeing the brighter side to life and he's only 4 years old. I set David back down on the ground as he started to wriggle.