Beautifully Theirs✔️

34. His turmoil

" Shehnaaz " Maa spoke as soon as she entered the house, she was so lost the way Sidharth behaved that she didn't realise she would bump in the sofa kept in the living room

" Huh " She looked around shocked

" Bacha kahan khoi hai, lagegi tereko " Maa spoke, concern laced her voice.

" Aap.... So gaye the na, Sidharth ne bola aapki tabiyat kharab hai " She spoke walking up to where she was standing with a glass of water in her hand.

" Haan voh pyaas lag rahi thi isliye uthi thi " Maa spoke and she nodded walking upto her and hugging her keeping her head on her chest.
Maa was taken aback by the sudden hug yet she managed to smile and hug her back protectively

" Maa ki yaad aa rahi hai " She spoke and Maa sighed

" Mujhe bhi " Maa spoke, it was the first time Maa was talking about Pammi Ji after her demise and Shehnaaz was already going through a turmoil.

" Main bhi na, aap so jao, I'm disturbing you right " Shehnaaz spoke and she shook her head.

" Nhi bacha, Sidharth kahan gaya " She asked and Shehnaaz fell silent

" Pta nhi " She murmured

" Shehnaaz " Maa sighed
" Bacha idhar dekh " Maa spoke and she obliged

" Sidharth, he behaves as a stubborn child sometimes, I don't know what's there between you two, but joh bhi hai na, it's very special for him, I know tu pyaar karti hai usse, but Shehnaaz never let these eyes cry because of someone that's not you, Tu uske upar hai, Keep yourself above others bacha, If he doesn't reciprocate what you have, Move On! Vahan stuck rahogi na toh sab bidag jaayega " Maa spoke and she looked at her shocked

" Maa, Aisa nhi hai..... I know he don't love me but that's fine, I really don't want him to compromise on his happiness " Shehnaaz spoke

" And that means you will compromise yours " Maa added and she fell silent

" Shehnaaz jab kahi feelings involve ho jaati hai it's easier said than done bacha, it's tough, very tough actually, To move on, Aur agar he strucks to being Just a Friend, Trust me it will break you Shehnaaz , I have seen Sidharth living half his life struck because of my one mistake like this, I don't want another of my child to turn like that " Maa spoke indicating that she was talking about Sidharth and Shanvi earlier in her context

" He said he doesn't love her " Shehnaaz mumbled and Maa sighed

" He does! Shayad usko khud nhi pata but he does, why does he keep going back to her if he doesn't, After they decided to part ways mutually, I was sad but I understood them because they were adults, Par tab se, I have seen Her growing in both her personal and professional lives, Sidharth on the other hand is struck Shehnaaz, in his personal life, he has stopped going to Pubs, No more Parties and Importantly no more affairs, although I'm happy for these changes but aisa lagta hai he is not who he was " Maa spoke and Shehnaaz felt her heart breaking in pieces at that mention.

" Maa.... " Shehnaaz interrupted her as she was not in a condition to listen this, she can never be

" Shehnaaz this is what I'm saying, Sidharth feels I was after his marriage after that because I was worrying about the society but I knew he needed a companion , and when you told me na you love him I was happy that finally he will be happy, you both will be happy but seeing you both behaving these days I feel it's you who are getting hurt at the end Shehnaaz and I am requesting you don't be another version of Sidharth " Maa spoke and some tears flowed down her yes.