This whole oneshot will be written from Stan's POV.
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Mention Of Suicide
Descriptive Self Harm
Loss of a Person
Death
I wake up on the ground of my bathroom, and groan out. Once again, another failed attempt. My name is Stan Marsh, and I'm a teenager that's sick of the world. This is my 4th time trying to end it all, but here I am on the floor of my bathroom. I usually wake up in a hospital, huh.
I look around for my phone, just for it to be nowhere to be found. "God dammit." I mumble, looking up at the clock in my room.
Oh shit. It's 6:30, school starts in thirty minutes! Why didn't mom wake me up today? I didn't think much of it, rushing down the steps.
"Hey mom, good morning!" I look up at mom and I see her sobbing while dad rubs her back. What's wrong with mom? I look a little closer, and she's holding a picture of me when I was in ninth grade.
I walk up next to dad and whisper, "What's wrong with mom?"
He doesn't answer me, but instead keeps consoling mom. I asked him again, and he completely ignored me. They must not wanna be bothered right now.. I sigh, walking off.
"I love you, mom!" I yell, walking out of the door. I didn't hear a response, weird. She always yells 'I love you too!' back at me. I gulp, as I walk to my bus stop.
I reach my stop, Only Kenny and Cartman were here. It was suspiciously quiet, the mood was dark and gloomy, and kinda depressing.
"Uh, what's up dudes." I say, awkward. No one says anything. Thinking no one heard me, I say it a bit louder. "Good morning, guys!"
Still no response. Then a few minutes later, Kyle walked up, and I softly smiled at him. He didn't even smile back at me. Did I do something?
"Hey, Kyle. You okay?" Kenny whispered, crossing his arms. Kyle just kept his head down, nodding.
"Guys? Why is nobody answering me?"
If there was one thing I hated, it was getting ignored. I sighed, is this some kinda prank? The bus pulled up, as we all stepped on.
[AT SCHOOL]
I was sitting in class, as our teacher was taking attendance.
"Stanley Marsh?"
"Here."
"I said, Stanley— oh.. never mind.. My bad."
Okay, what the fuck? First my friends, now the teacher? Did I do something to have everyone collectively ignore me? I sigh, shoving my head in my arms. Prank or not, it's starting to get little annoying.
[AFTER SCHOOL]
I walk up to Kyle. "Hey dude, let's hang out!"
He keeps walking, head down. He looked upset.
"Dude, why are you- plus everyone else, ignoring me? It's not funny anymore."
He continues to walk, and I walk beside him.
"I'll just follow you, then you'll be forced to acknowledge me." I say, chuckling. Still, not a squeak comes out of him.
We walk all the way to his house, and he makes his way upstairs. I follow close behind, maybe he wants to hang out and is gonna tell me he's been joking the whole once we reach his room.
He walks into his room, sitting on his bed. I sat next to him, waiting for the big reveal.
"So?" I said, leaning towards him. All of a sudden, he breaks down into tears. I jumped back a little, surprised.
