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It had started to rain in the middle of summer, the storm caught them in that hotel and now the rain was falling, Jungkook watched the rain from the window of his room while he waited for Jin's reaction, who was still fainting, a smile adorned Jungkook's face when he remembered how Jin fell fainted to the ground.

But Jin was to blame for not believing him that Jimin was his brother's boyfriend.

The sound of a loud lightning made him jump with fright and he quickly looked at Jin, he approached him immediately when he heard a whimpering sound that resembled crying, his brow furrowed and his mouth formed a pout, Jin was about to wake up crying.

Jungkook brought his hand to Jin's hair, he felt how soft it was and couldn't help but bring his nose to sniff it enjoying the delicious scent of her hair, he licked his lips and bit his lower lip. She looked at his delicate face again and thought Jin was too tender, so she caressed his hair again until she calmed Jin's gestures.

He lay down next to Jin without measuring his future actions, without waiting any more he felt Jin's body closer to his, as if he was looking for protection and warmth, Jin's soft hair brushed his chin and Jin's face came closer to his chest, the elder was surprised by those actions feeling something strange, he wanted to hug Jin, to give him warmth and protection.

"Mom forgive me, please forgive me," said Jin between dreams "I don't want this, I beg you forgive me," the crying called his attention and he didn't hesitate to hug Jin who was clinging to his chest, he kissed Jin's head and with one hand he began to caress Jin's back while he whispered sweet words that could calm his bad dreams.

It didn't take long when Jin woke up disoriented, feeling his face wet with tears and his breathing agitated.

He raised his head looking up to find the face of the one who was hugging him, finding Jungkook and seeing how his lips moved whispering sweet words to him, he wanted to see him, he wanted to do something else.

When both of their gazes met his crying continued so loud, why he couldn't help but feel bad, he felt like the worst scum, thumbs gently wiped away each of his tears.

They knew that whoever crossed that door misunderstood the situation, but for Jungkook it was just a moment consoling his son because he was his girlfriend's son made him almost his son, for Jungkook it was nothing out of the ordinary but for Jin it could mean more, for Jin it could be a new illusion, a false hope and even a feeling that made him feel guilty.

So with a deep sigh he managed to calm his crying and accept the reality they were in, he would return home with his demons, demons that whispered him to commit an improper act, demons that incited him to make bad decisions.

"I, I," Jin walked away quickly and abruptly, he stood up leaving Jungkook confused "Jungkook I'm sorry but I have to go, my mother must be worried,"

"No Jin, everything is fine I called her and told her that you would sleep over with me, the roads are wet it's dangerous to drive like this," Jungkook said and Jin nodded standing still not knowing what to do "We can sleep in the same bed, you on one side and me on the other," Jungkook suggested and Jin didn't know what to do, he considered it a suicidal act to sleep together after having hugged so intensely "Or you could sleep with Taehyung his bed is bigger,"

"Can I," asked Jin and Jungkook just nodded except for rushing out of Jungkook's room with his heart racing, he knew that for the first time in his life he had found love, but life sent him a forbidden man.

He didn't look for Taehyung's room, he walked aimlessly as if he knew where he was, taking unsure steps with his demon for company.

He opened the first door he found, he wanted to escape, his vision was blurred, he wanted to see where he was going but his crying barely let him see, he felt like he would hyperventilate, he left the house feeling the raindrops soaking his clothes, his hair wet from the rain, he fell to the ground crying while he filled his clothes with mud.


He felt bad, he felt guilty, he felt he betrayed his mother, his chest hurt, his mind became dark, there was no one there to save him, it was only him, his demon and the rain, the demon that incited him to sin with his mother's man.

He wondered what he could have done wrong, though he wasn't sure if it was love he felt, but every time he remembered he felt nervous about his mother's boyfriend.

"It's okay Jin take a deep breath everything is okay," he heard a distant voice, a voice that seemed to have no owner to be noticed, a healing voice among all the ones that said bad things to him.

When everything seemed to have calmed down he had the courage to look up, Jungkook had saved him at that moment, the reason why his demon had returned but he felt grateful that there was someone to help him when he seemed to have had an anxiety attack.


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