FALLING INTO TEMPTATION | JINKOOK

TWENTY EIGHT

He didn't really know what to say, much less what to expect, the only thing he felt were the strong beats of his heart, Jungkook was driving but he didn't say anything either and in the same way that Jin was nervous. Jungkook did not know if he was doing the right thing of course he analyzed the consequences of things, he thought about Jin's reactions, he thought about everything.

The waves of the sea could already be seen on the sides of the road, they could be heard rumbling against the sand and the stones, the delicious sea breeze could be felt coming in through the car window.

They had traveled a few hours until they arrived at the dock where the yachts that transferred people to the island were, during the trip they stopped for necessary things and continued the trip to which both had agreed or rather Jungkook made Jin agree.

The yacht trip did not take long, maybe about thirty minutes, he felt clearly how the aquatic vehicle moved over the water.

Arriving at the small island Jin was impressed at how beautiful it looked, small food huts were within sight of the sea, upon arrival they got off and walked for a few minutes until they stayed in one of the huts they would be staying in during their stay.

"That's your room," Jungkook said pointing to a door "I'll be in this one," he said pointing to a door followed by Jin's room.

Jin felt calm when he realized that they would be in two separate rooms, he couldn't stand to be in the same bed with the man he loved, he wasn't talking about not wanting to be with him, he was talking about how guilty he could feel, he was unaware of the fact that Jungkook had already broken up with his mother.

He did not say anything and nodded carefully, he opened the door to his room and found a small bed for one person, he closed the door and sat on the edge of the bed sighing and feeling anxious, he heard a knock on the door and got up quickly, finding his companion who was carrying a bag.

"It's pretty much stuff you might need there clothes of mine but if you feel it too big I brought some of Taehyung's I think they will fit you better," smiled Jungkook shyly.

"Thank you," said Jin with a smile, Jungkook went to his room reciprocating the smile.

Jin sighed again even though he tried he couldn't stop feeling that pounding hard from his heart, he couldn't stop feeling so nervous for just a smile.

The first day they arrived they only rested, they didn't leave the cabin, at night they only went out to watch the moon and Jin fell asleep on Jungkook's shoulder.

Jungkook watched him feeling captivated by Jin's calm face, his closed eyes and his beautiful lips, it was impossible not to miss the boy's beautiful features, he felt sorry, almost forgetting what was going on around him.

Jungkook smiled and tried to hold Jin with his head so he could get up and take Jin's sleeping body to his bed, when he was there he covered him with the sheet and caressed Jin's face delicately.

The next day Jungkook had gotten up early, going out to look for food, when he came back he found Jin sitting with a face that looked worried.

"Who are you looking for," asked Jungkook with a smile approaching Jin.

"You, there was no one else and I got scared," Jin confessed.

"I went to buy food," said Jungkook showing the bags he was carrying in his hands.

They had breakfast and decided to go to the pier on the beach, there covering the sun under a roof, they were talking about warm things but no one dared to touch the subject of them.

The third day became more intimate, they had forgotten everything they left in the city, they had managed to focus on them, although there was not much contact between them, more than simple rubbing of hands, they had the desire to kiss each other, to eat each other's mouth.

"I like you very much Jin," Jungkook suddenly blurted out, he looked at him immediately his cheeks had blushed, his heart was pounding and he calmed down when he saw the smile he loved from Jungkook "I think I know all the things that go through your mind, I know you are between a rock and a hard place, but I can't help feeling in love every time I see you, I can't help thinking about you and much less I can't get you out of my soul," 

Jin didn't say anything so Jungkook continued "If you only knew how you make me feel right now, knowing that I'm getting more and more crazy about you, every day I fall more in love with you," Jin had his eyes filled with tears, but not of guilt but of happiness to hear the words he longed for so much, words he longed to hear from the man he loves.

It felt so good that his feelings were reciprocated.

"I want to remember every day that we are here," Jungkook said "I want to have you in my memory and when I don't have you in front of me I want to have the image of your smile," he approached Jin kissing his forehead.

Jin didn't know why things went that way, why he couldn't meet Jungkook before his mother to be able to love each other freely without hurting anyone.

For the first time Jin loved with intensity and Jungkook was the last time he would love with that intensity because he felt that there would never come someone he could love as strongly as he loved Jin.

They went to sleep not knowing that what Jungkook would do the next day would break Jin completely.