teach me

chapter nine

"tell me Harry, why did she send you here?" dr. Lee asked. "I am mentally not stable enough." Harry answered she nodded and wrote it down. "can you give me some information about your home situation and how you grew up?" she asked. "I live with my godson in a muggle village. My dad and Lily were killed when I was one year old. My other dad faked his death and I found him back a few days ago. I grew up with the sister of my surrogate mother, they were abusive and I was their slave." Harry answered. She nodded and wrote everything down. "why do you think you panicked during your lesson today?" she asked. "because I felt like I was Voldemort and the spider was baby me." Harry answered. "do you think you will ever get over those thought?" she asked. "no." Harry said. "you know Harry, I'm here to help you and I'm sure you're strong enough to get over it." she said. "I don't need help from someone who is taught to say this." Harry said. she looked at him. "do you talk to someone about this?" she asked. Harry nodded. "do you trust that person?" she asked. "with my life." Harry answered. "how are you two related?" she asked. "student and teacher and friends." Harry answered. "do you feel strange about the fact he is your student so probably younger then you?" she asked. "he's more than a month older. It's Draco." Harry answered. She nodded and wrote it down. "why are you scared to speak to people?" she asked. "I don't like to talk to wizards and witches because they only see my stupid scar on my forehead. They don't see me." Harry answered. She nodded. "is there someone who doesn't?" she asked. "yes, Draco and my dad." Harry answered. "this is new information for everyone. So your father was gay?" she asked. Harry nodded. "and who was his husband?" she asked. "they never married." Harry answered. "I read the daily prophet this morning and saw that Regulus Black faked his own death is this the person you are talking about?" she asked. Harry nodded. She wrote it down. "and your godson how old is he?" she asked. "he's two." Harry answered. "how come he lives with you?" she asked. "his parents died in the war and his grandmother did suicide after she heard her sister did it too." Harry answered. She nodded. "does he make you feel happy?" she asked. "all the time." Harry answered. She nodded. "so that was the time. How do you feel? Do you want another appointment?" she asked. "I feel not any better. I don't want to come here again. I'm a busy man who has to feed up a child and has to work for school." Harry answered he picked up his cloak and walked away. He went back to hogwarts and went to the dungeons. He thought about how he could come in when he stood in front of the door. "pure blood?" Harry guessed. The door didn't open. "pride?" he asked. the door didn't open. "cunning?" he asked. yet again the door didn't open. "green?" he said and then the door opened. Harry thought it was a weak password. He walked inside and saw Draco with Teddy on the leather couch. Surrounded by studying people. "Dragon look." Teddy said. Draco looked up and saw Harry. "hello Teddy. Are you coming with me?" Harry asked. "I stay." Teddy answered. Draco chuckled. "you're coming with me you little bastard." Harry said picking Teddy up. "if we're home you get applesauce." Harry whispered. He smiled. "bye Dragon." Teddy said. "you leave me? For applesauce?" Draco asked. Teddy nodded. Draco stood up and hugged him. "see you later little bastard." Draco said. "tomorrow library!" Teddy said. "if I have time." Harry said. "you can just bring him." Draco said. Harry smiled and waved his secret boyfriend goodbye. When they were home Harry started feeding the little child. The doorbell rang. "alohomora." Harry said. the door opened and it revealed Regulus. "hey dad." Harry said and saw Regulus getting tears in his eyes. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you cry." Harry said. "I never thought I would ever hear that from you." he smiled and hugged me. "you love?" Teddy asked. "yes, but not the same way I love Draco." Harry answered. "you kiss?" Teddy asked. "no." Harry said; Teddy looked confused at him. "you will learn later." Harry said and picked him up. "where did you live when you were fake dead?" Harry asked. "everywhere and nowhere." Regulus answered. "why?" Harry asked. "I lived at my real house, but then I heard Sirius escaped. I knew he was coming to our house so I ran away." He answered.

Harry sat at his desk after school looking at the two students who were in detention. "I'm done with this." Ginny said. Harry looked up. "we both know you don't like to punish people." Ginny said. "I would like it if you just pick your quill back up and write your lines." Harry said, she came over to his desk. "I know you're dating him and I will do everything to separate you." she whispered and got back to her seat. Harry rolled his eyes and looked at the other girl. "I'm done." She said and handed the parchment in. Harry nodded. "take a seat." Harry said. "look I'm sorry I did that, the boy next to me I am crushing on him since first year. I just wanted to impress him. if I hurt your feelings you can tell me. I know you've gone through tough times. It's a wonder you're still alive and you're this stable." The girl said. Harry smiled. "it's fine. Thanks for the apology." Harry said. she nodded and picked up her homework. "we never get homework for defense against the dark arts." She said. "that's because I know it's hard to learn for your other subjects, especially history of magic now. You have to learn about two wars, I am the main character of that." Harry said. she chuckled. "professor Binns is pretty boring and gives detentions every lesson. This is much more fun." She said. "don't try to flirt with him. he's dating a boy." Ginny said. "ten lines extra." Harry said. she sighed. "looks like your detention is over. Good luck getting that guy." Harry said the girl smiled and walked away. The door opened and it showed Draco. "hey, it was late so I figured your detention got late. I have to go back to my dorm." Draco said. "thanks for taking care of Teddy." Harry said. Draco nodded and handed Harry the boy. "can I have a moment with you?" Harry asked; Draco nodded and walked with Harry towards the corridor. "I was thinking about moving out." Harry said. "a new house?" Draco asked. Harry nodded. "that's fantastic. Where?" Draco asked. "it is actually with my dad. He said you can move too. If you want of course." Harry said. Draco smiled. "I don't want to be there when you're having quality time with him. I'm not family." Draco said. "you know I want you to be there for more then one reason I can't say out loud because there is someone listening to us." Harry opened the door. "back to your seat and ten lines extra." Harry said. Ginny walked back to her seat. "and you are part of the black family. Remember?" Harry asked. "yes, but you didn't see your dad in ages." Draco said. "you didn't see your first cousin in ages." Harry said. Draco smiled. "fine after I graduated." Draco said. Harry nodded and entered the room back.