Hiding in Plain Sight (Vigilante Deku)

Everything is fine!

I was soo close on backing away. No scratch that, I just backed away for one step and that was when Aizawa let go of me and Nezu looked terrified. He even stopped in midtrack. I think that reaction of mine was not the best but I couldn't really help it. I was really scared. 

Nezu: Izu....

Aizawa: *sigh*

Nezu: How did it come to this?

Aizawa: Found him.

Nezu: Where?

Aizawa: It's not my turn to tell you that.

Yeah it was mine but he was making it a lot worse since I was really scared and nervous. Both of them knew that by now.

Aizawa: Hey problem Child, it's alright.

Me: ...

Nezu: Izu?

Fuck this shit?!

I can't tell him anything!

I..

It was as if I was paralysed. All I could think about right now was not to start breaking in and cry for gods sake. 

Nezu: IZU?!

In the end I couldn't help it and I fell on my own knees looking down on the ground. My mind was already getting me into a rabbit whole and I started thinking about my past how it was when I was all alone and the experiments. I didn't wanted to get back to these times. By the time I realized that dadzu was hugging me, I was already shivering in fear and just in my own little world. It was his soft fur on my skin that brought me back and made me hug him back. We staid like this for a while till he spoke up but not letting me go.

Nezu: It's alright. I would never abandone you. You are my son. 

Me: ...

Nezu: Everything is fine. Don't worry about it.

Me: ...

Nezu: I will not be angry at you or do anything to you. Don't be afraid.

Me: ...

Nezu: I am your father. I am here to protect you.

Me: .... I know...

Nezu: It's alright my little pup. No one is gonna hurt you and no one is gonna abandone you. You are not allone.

A couple of moments later and we were all sitting on the floor. Nezu decided to be right there and lean on lap so I could pet him. He sometimes looked like a plush and this was one of the times I kinda got him in my lap like one. He was first just right next to me but I picked him up and put him right in my lap to hug him. The best part about this was that he let me do as I please even smiling and I sometimes could see his tail wag like a dog.

Nezu: Are you ready to tell me what happened?

Me: ... I sneaked out.

Nezu: Did you get hurt?

Me: No.

Nezu: That's good. That is the most important thing.

Me: Are you not mad at me?

Nezu: I could never be mad at you!

Me: Disappointed?

Nezu: No. I am kinda proud you managed to get out without me realizing it.

Me: ...

Nezu: Is there a reason you went out?

Me: I wanted to proof that I would be fine.

Nezu: Oh I know that... I am just a bit overprotective.

Me : ....

Aizawa: How did you get there tho?

Nezu: Where?

Me: I was at a bar.....

Nezu: ...

Aizawa: ...

Me: a villain bar.

Nezu: Did they find out who you are?

Me: No.

Nezu: Then that's fine.

Me: ... I... are you not angry at all?

Nezu: No. I can deal with everyone who was inside the bar.

Aizawa: *sigh* (whispering) told you he would have had my head....

Me: ...

Nezu: Now I assume you getting inside and warning me the other day was intentional as well?

Me: I didn't know what else to do... and I just wanted to help... besides showing you I was more than ready for Ua....I-

Nezu: I understand. You don't have to say more. You don't want to be homeschooled anymore... I am sorry.

Me: Why are you sorry?

Nezu: I should have realized this a lot sooner and yet I failed.

Me: No, no. I am thankful for everything you did till now. 

Nezu: ... You have no idea how much you mean to me Izu. I would never be able to forgive myself if I would lose you.... so please don't do this without my knowledge again.

It kinda seemed that he just gave me the permission for this. Was I wrong? It really sounded as if my dadzu was really okay with what I was doing! I couldn't believe my ears right now. This was something I didn't think he would say.