𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

Numbness P2

Angel looked at the deer demon for a moment before he continued to slash his thighs and arms with the glass shard. Alastor grabbed the shard and put it down, he sat in front of Angel.

"Why- Why are you-" He couldn't speak. It was his fault. If he never assumed Angel was cheating, he wouldn't have truly cheated with Mimzy.
Angel looked at Alastor again, eyes dull and lifeless. He lost the spark that made him himself.

He lost himself again.

Alastor snapped his fingers and the stitches on Angels mouth became undone. "Lets go."

"No." He whispered out. "What?"

Angel stayed still in the corner. "You'll- You'll hurt m- me again." The spider stammered. "I- I don't wanna be hurt again- I didn't- I didn't do anything wrong.."

Valentino even (somehow) removed Angel's adorable accent!?

"I won't hurt you, I pro-"

"You said that countless of ti- times." The spider muttered, "And look how that turned out.." Alastor stayed silent. "You are right." He said. "I deeply apologize, Angel.. If I could undo what I did, I would have done so a long time ago. I never meant for you to be badly hurt.."

Angel still kept his distance from Alastor. A voice called Angel's name and he immediately got up, blood flowing out of his cuts. "Angel, wait, your bleeding-"

"Val will like dat' an' he won't punish me as much." He replied as he left the room with shaky legs.

Alastor was furious. He wanted Angel back. No, he needed Angel back. He teleported to Valentino and Angel.

Valentino had Angel hung up on the wall as he whipped him hard. "You took too fuckin' long." The moth yelled, putting the whip down and throwing a glass vase at Angel.
"I'm sorry, daddy.. it won't happen again." Angel murmured while he stared at the ground.

Kill me. Don't spare me. Kill me. Please, kill me. Angel thought to himself.

Valentino rolled his eyes and unchained Angel from the wall, he fell out with a hard thump.

Why didn't ya fuckin' do it!? I pissed ya off! Please just-

"Kill me." Angel said, looking at Valentino. Alastor hid in the shadows. "What?" Valentino stepped on Angels hand hard, breaking the bones. "I said, kill me, please. Just kill me. Find yourself a new bitch in heat to fuck."
Valentino grinned. "Well, your my best slut. So I ain't gonna do that, whore." Angel looked away, too exhausted to move his body any longer. Alastor took this moment to use his shadows to strangle the moth while he walked over to Angel.

"Angel, are you alright? Can you breathe?" He asked him. "Nah.." he wheezed. "Leave me here. I'll finally fuckin' die." Alastor carefully and gently picked him up and kissed his head. "I am so sorry, mon amour. Forgive me for my mistakes and I will wash away your scars and painful wounds. Your horrible memories of this place. Of Valentino." Alastor whispered into Angel's ear.
Angel slipped out of consciousness, too hungry and tired and hurt to care about anything anymore.
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"Everyone be quiet, he's waking up!" Charlie said with excitement. Angel groaned softly and opened his eyes. "Where.. what?.." He murmured, clearly confused of where he was. "Tony!" Molly cried, hugging her brother tightly as tears ran down her face. "Yer' okay, I'm here, I promise I ain't gonna leave ya!"

"No.. no no, I- was so close-- I don't wanna-" Angel stammered over his words.

The only two that came to his mind was..

I'm sorry.

Alastor looked at Angel before hugging him. "I am terribly sorry, mon amour.. please, do not be angry with me.." Angel wanted to break down. He wanted to sob and hug his friends.

But he felt nothing.

"I- don't-- Just fucking kill me.." He quietly said, the tears he thought were missing finally flowing out of his eyes. Alastor looked at him, his smile gone.
"Please, it's all I'm asking. Please, just rip me apart. Bleed me out. I don't care. I deserve it."

THACK!

Alastor slapped him in the face.

"Shut up! You do not deserve death! You do not deserve anything that will hurt you! You deserve everything in the world. Angel, that filthy man has blinded you with suffering and pain. He took the spark that made you yourself away. He raped you, he abused you, he starved you! You do not deserve anything horrible. You deserve gold. Diamonds. If I could give you a kingdom, I would do it without hesitation. Angel, you are the other half to my heart. I cannot bear seeing you like... this." Alastor stroked Angel's cheek, black tears falling from his face.
"I love you too much." He whispered, leaning in for a kiss.

The kiss was warm.. soft.. passionate and caring.

Loving.

Angel kissed him back before they separated lips. His body trembled as he wrapped his arms around Alastor, sobbing into his chest. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.." was all he could say.

I'm sorry.

He really was pathetic.

"Shh, mon petit ange. Please, do not apologize. I hate seeing you cry. Please, wipe those tears and smile. Your never fully dressed without one." Alastor whispered, kissing away the arachnids tears. "Wh- why do you all still want me here?" Angel asked with shaky sobs.

"We love you, Angel." Charlie said as she hugged him. "We're a fucked up family now. You can't escape it." Husk chuckled with a small grin as he pat the spiders head. "Yeah!" Nifty giggled. Vaggie pat Angel's back. Alastor kissed Angel's forehead, "I can't bare to see you cry, dearest. Please, smile." He murmured. Angel sniffled and smiled a little with a chuckle.
"Oh, fucking hell.. I forgot how good it felt to be here." Angel whispered as he returned the hug he was in.

"Your a hazbin, Angel. Someone messes with you? They mess with us too." Vaggie pointed out with a smile.

"It'll take a long time to help you get over the trauma you received from Valentino, but we will help you." Charlie stated.

"And we'll get your accent back, somehow." Alastor corrected. Everyone looked at him.

"What? We're all used to his accent, right? His accent is cute." Angel's face turned red and everyone started laughing.

He was finally home.

Truly home.