Bharosha (Trust )

episode 38 - sanskar make promise to swara

Flashback end of swasan they at different different places think about there all moments what what situation they face some years ago what they done how they used to fight with each other and how everything is going to end between them some years back before there swayam born sanskar who was at terrace understand why his swara don't want baby why she is saying no for there second baby whatever blunder he created some years ago because of that swara is still scared they were in verge of breaking there relationship he anyhow saved them and there relationship last time he go down in his room open door slowly see swara isn't there he go inside close the room door and then come inside see balcony door is open he understand swara is there only he go toward balcony see swara seating at balcony couch he go and seat near her
Sanskar - still thinking about my one mistake which have destroyed that time everything between us (swara weep her tears not looking toward sanskar) i have made mistake may be it's knowingly or unknowingly but because of that you were hurt that time we can't say hurt we were in verge of seperate from each other and i was responsible for everything that time and without thinking about anything i raise my hand on you i am sorry jaan (swara look toward sanskar hearing him)
Swara - i don't want to keep this baby whether it's girl or boy i don't care i don't want to go through same phase when i have very big responsibility on me that's my swayam now you see how you want to make yourself strong for singing the ABORTION papers this baby will not gonna come that's final (swara get up she what about to go sanskar hold her hand)
Sanskar - just one mistake jaan only one and till this date i haven't got my forgiveness from you whole heartedly you still didn't able to take out that incident from your heart and mind i know mistake was solely mine and i can't blamed you for that but i have promised you that i will never make that mistake again then why abortion is this last solution for that incident problem
Swara - yes it's only last option you have left near me (turn toward sanskar) i have been gone through mental trauma our baby's life were at risk because of that i almost going to loose you our relationship was in verge of loosing we were going to end that day only when i have given you this good news and you want to say i will forget that dreadful and worst day of my life no sanskar it's not easy i can't forget it never ever no matter what happened i can't (take out her hand from sanskar's hand and go toward bed lay down beside swayam left side offing rooms light in tears sanskar get up turn and look toward swara he weep his tears after sometime later he go at otherside of the bed and lay down at right side of swayam staring ceiling blankly with tears realising his one mistake still had kept his jaan in fear of everything loosing his loosing there relationship and now they have swayam she is not ready to think straightly in sometime they fall in sleep due to access of crying and over stress refreshing there past moment. In morning swara wake up she see swayam and sanskar both are sleeping she peck swayam's forehead she what about to peck sanskar's lips remember there last night fight for there second baby she touch her belly get down from bed and go to take shower after sometime later she come out getting ready

She go down see sharmistha and shobha in hall only telling maria to prepare breakfast for everyone she go toward them sharmistha look toward swara who's eyes are looking red and puffy
Sharmistha - shona you still thinking about what sujata annpurna and parvati gadodia have done look toward your eyes how much red it is stop thinking about that now everything is okey stress is not good for you in this condition didn't sanskar tell you that your pregnant (swara look toward sharmistha hearing her) you should be extra careful toward yourself without taking any stress and load shona
Swara - ma whatever happened that wasn't easy for me even sanskar too because we can't bear it something happened to swayam that's why and moreover yesterday swayam wasn't teddy to get calm down i have with very much difficulty make him sleep then he sleep so because of that my sleep didn't get complete otherwise there is no other reason at all seriously
Shobha - and why you wake up this much soon you should have take rest na shoru yesterday you have travel this much it's not good for you and now you don't have to do any work uttara me parineeta ragini and shomi is also there na you just take care of yourself
Swara - dida this is not my first time i have already swayam i know how much work i should do you both unnecessarily taking too much tension even ma has work during she bring pregnant at my time and look till today i am this much strong and healthy person
Sharmistha - you and your argument shona had no end how much times i need to make you remember during your time we don't having any men at our home and now you have your sanskar with you who take care of you this much can do anything for you so why you want to do house work he will also not like it
Swara - ma it's okey if i will make little bit work then that won't create problem at all so don't worry i am absolutely fine you both don't worry about me seriously (just then parineeta and ragini also come down waking up they see swara with sharmistha and shobha)
Ragini - swara you should take rest what exactly your doing here don't you think in this condition rest is most important for you and here me bhabhi nanima and ma will manage everything
Swara - i am not doing work i am just helping and doctor also suggest excercise for pregnant lady so if i will do some little bit work that won't create problem you all don't worry about me (all shake there head in impossible seeing swara's stubbornness for doing work they then prepare breakfast after sometime later laksh aadarsh uttara and sanskar also come down for breakfast when maria go to call them for breakfast swara who feel sanskar's presence) I'll see swayam wake or not (swara what about to go stop hearing sanskar)
Sanskar - not needed he is sleeping he won't wake up this much soon you come seat and have breakfast (swara look toward sanskar hearing him)
Sharmistha- shona come sanskar is saying na swayam is sleeping so come and have breakfast with us then you be at your room only with swayam you don't have to do anything in this condition you take rest (swara fist her hand she has listening this line from morning in this condition in this condition she is in verge of loosing her temper sanskar look toward swara he know she is hardly controlling herself saying anything to anyone)come seat (swara seat beside sanskar who look toward her he what about to give her something in her plate)
Swara - (slowly) no thanks (she take something eles and started having sanskar fist his hand) when your telling that we are aborting this baby all are in this hope that we are happy with this baby news and you very well know i don't want this baby so when you will tell everyone we are going today after breakfast for abortion formalities (sanskar look toward swara hearing her) or in this time also i should only have to become bad person sanskar
Sanskar - try to understand shona it's very sensitive matter you can't take decision in anger can't you understand one thing there is no mistake of our baby all mistake was just mine so punish me but don't talk about abortion please just calm down yourself we will do discussion over this matter calmly
Swara - i don't want to have any discussion with you sanskar over this it's been 5 years till then i didn't able to forget this then how you think getting calm i will end this matter (all look toward swara hearing her sanskar get up seeing swara who had already get up in frustration and anger) i just want to end this matter i don't want to stretch it thinking about it again and again
Sanskar - you don't want to listen anything just take decision shona how to make you understand that i should punish for my mistake but not someone eles who having no mistake in this all
Swara - acha last time also swayam having no mistake na then only you talk about aborting him for your revenge with your cheap family you keep your revenge above everything so now i am being also thinking about myself and getting selfish is not wrong thing that's you only teach me na
Sanskar - your just want to settle score with me what i have done about that think about baby who having no fault in this all that your talking like this
Swara - like this what haan i am thinking about myself my relationship my swayam and for that in this way is only okey for me and myself because i don't want to be traumatized again (to all) WE ARE ABORTING THIS BABY I DON'T WANT THIS BABY I DON'T WANT KEEP THIS BABY ANYMORE (all get up in utter shock hearing swara) and today me and sanskar going for abortion formalities and that's the truth and my final decision about this baby
Sharmistha - you have gone mad shona what rubbish your talking do you even know your saying about aborting uour own baby killing your baby
Swara - yes i want to kill my baby i don't want it ma and it's me who going to keep baby inside it should be my decision to keep baby or not i never want second baby and i will have never (sanskar look toward swara hearing her fisting his hand tightly) that's it (sharmistha slap swara hearing her rubbish sanskar hold swara immediately who stumbled)
Sanskar - ma what the hell why did you slap her without knowing anything you can't react like this she may be having reason behind it that's why saying like this before slapping you should have understood that (sanskar look toward swara who is looking down)
Sharmistha - your supporting her sanskar for this ABORTION formalities are you okey with she killing your baby which slap you should give you i am giving her she can't take this decision without your concern
Sanskar - she is saying this with my concern (swara look toward sanskar in tears hearing him) i am with her in this decision (all look toward sanskar in shocked hearing her tears roll down from swara's eyes hearing sanskar no matter what happened he never let anyone point finger on her)
Aadarsh - sanskar are you in you're sense you want to kill your own baby by your own hand it's not any joke have you stop using your brain how come this stupid decision come in you both mind
Sanskar - we already have baby and we are having enough of that we don't want one more baby our family is already completed so why we will think about second baby when there is no need of
Shobha - sanskar there are so many couple outside who handle two babies togetherly and here you both are talking like this everything has a limit and this time you both have cross your limits
Sanskar - it should be our decision Dida to keep baby or not so we have take out decision regarding this baby now we don't want to talk about this matter with anyone this...ab...abor.... ABORTION will happened with mutual understanding of me and my wife that's it (he go from there swara close her eyes in tears she what about to go stop hearing shomi)
Sharmistha - he is ready to do anything for you shona and you don't care about his feelings and emotions (swara hold her dress in tight fist hearing sharmistha tears roll down from her eyes) he take everything on him just to save you still you don't want to understand him that he don't want to kill his baby he get ready just for you he stand infront of you just like a shield to protect you and you being this much selfish for your own reason that you want to snatch a baby from a father it's not my upbringing shona it's not at all
Swara - when you don't know anything then don't comment on that ma your upbringing was this much nice that i have end up forgiving everyone who have even force me kill myself and even who try to kill me otherwise if anyone was in my place till now have kill herself or himself THE DAY I GOT TO KNOW I AM PREGNANT WITH SWAYAM AND I HAVE GONE TO TELL THIS TO SANSKAR HE HAVE ASKED ME TO ABORT HIM BECAUSE HE WANT TO FOCUS ON HIS REVENGE HE DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANY RESPONSIBILITY ON HIS HEAD JUST LIKE A BURDEN HE CALL SWAYAM AS A BURDEN THAT DAY WE ARE ALMOST IN VERGE OF LOOSING OUR RELATIONSHIP EVEN THAT MUST HAVE HAPPENED IF SANSKAR MAHESWARI HAVEN'T UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING ON TIME THAT TIME HE TRAUMATIZED ME THIS MUCH EXTENT THAT HE CALLED ME GOLD DIGGER WHO WAS WITH HIM FOR MONEY YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING MA THAT HOW MUCH MISERABLE CONDITION WE BOTH HAVE FACE IN OUR RELATIONSHIP EVERYTHING IS OKEY BECAUSE OF MY SWAYAM AND I DON'T WANT SAME SITUATION THIS TIME TOO I AGREE SANSKAR HAS DONE SO MANY THINGS FOR ME BUT WHEN I NEEDED HIM TO THE MOST HE WASN'T THERE WITH ME THAT'S MORE HURTFUL WHICH YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND MA ABORTION IS FINAL THIS BABY WILL NOT GONNA COME SWAYAM IS ENOUGH FOR ME THAT'S IT ANYONE LIKE IS OR NOT I DON'T CARE I HAVE LEARN TO GET SELFISH I HAVE LEARN WHEN THERE IS OWN SELFISH MOTIVE YOUR OWN HUSBAND ALSO SIDE LINE YOU FOR HIS PERSONAL MATTER I LEARN TO THINK ABOUT MYSELF NOR I WANT TO LOOSE MYSELF MY RELATIONSHIP NOR MY SWAYAM IN THIS ALL AND AFTER THIS NO DISCUSSION ON THIS MATTER I HOPE YOU ALL UNDERSTAND NOW WHY I DON'T WANT THIS BABY (swara go from there taking her mobile all looks on they never thought sanskar will say something like this to swara because he love her alot more than himself it's so shocking for them swara go toward pull side and dial her doctor's number) hello mrs kalra it's swara maheswari
Doctor - ohh yeah two days back only i have come to check you how's you are you taking care of yourself i have asked mr SM to take care of you because your pregnancy have some complications i just hope your doing good
Swara - i have called you for abortion related things i want to abort this baby i don't want to keep this baby so when i can come are you free today
Doctor - no no no mrs maheswari you can't even think about abortion procedure because it's risky for you also i have already said you have so many complications in this time because may be your first pregnancy side effects mr SM has tell me you were TRAUMATIZED at your first pregnancy that's why in this pregnancy you gonna have so many complications you can't think about abortion because it will directly harm your life and i don't think so you will take this risk you have a child to look after and because of your this decision you may only gonna loose your life think about that mrs maheswari anything can happened and i know mr SM will never get ready for this because he will never want anything should happened to you rest your decision (swara throw her mobile angrily and in tears she touch her belly her heart is not getting ready to kill her own baby but other side her mind fully ready to kill the baby because of all the happening in the past)
Swara - (monologue) why everything is getting this much difficult i know i am doing wrong while thinking about abortion once this mistake sanskar have done and today i am doing the same but you also know baby your mumma having compulsion whatever happened in past whatever your papa done that unforgettable for me i can't take anything out from my brain and doctor saying i can't take you out from myself i am not able to understand baby what should I do and what not (she close her eyes the moment she spend with swayam flashes infront of her eyes she get up and message something to get doctor weep her tears and sweat thinking something deeply and with full making up her mind because she know keeping this baby will be not good decision for her)

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