Dear,Melody||BWWM

Chapter fifty-two:𝙈𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙮!

HI WELCOME TO CHAPTER 52

ALMOST THERE

SAD THAT THIS BOOK IS ENDING EVEN WHEN IT TOOK LIKE A YEAR TO FINISH.

Nicholas Calypso

The twins have been crying a lot since Melody's death and I don't know what to do, she usually knows what to do in this situation, the twins' wailing is loud it could bust my ears drums.

I hate lying to them, but there's nothing else I can do to make them feel better or happy at least. It's impossible to get them to eat and I just can't take it anymore.

"Mommy is gone right now she's going to be on her way back" I lie, I sometimes do it to make me happy but in reality, I know it's never going to happen.

She's gone.

My love is gone forever, the love of my life is dead, the mother of my children is dead.

"Mommy!" The twins whine, kicking their feet as I try to feed them their food.

I sigh. I am tired, sad, and depressed, overall I feel like shit.

I moved to Italy as she wanted me to, but she's not here to fulfill that wish of hers, I flew her whole family down to Italy so that we could have her funeral down here I don't want her to be buried in a place where she won't have anyone to visit her.

I wanted to cherish the wishes she told me once before, "If it ever comes to that I want to be buried back here full of dahlias with a light purple tombstone and a white casket" I smiled at the thought of how descriptive she was.

Inanna came over, she, Kaiden, and Isabel live in the house I own beside this house.

"Can you please watch them for a split second?" I ask her, she nods, and I head upstairs and find the life-size doll I got for my birthday last year with her voice and smell on it.

( chapter 26-Horny slight recap)

I get it and play it for them and also for me "Here is Mommy guys" I played the audio for them, and they quieted down they were smiling and giggling.

I almost burst into tears, I lay them down for a nap with the doll in between them "Thank you so much" I say to Inanna she smiles at me "How have you been doing?" she asks "Not well but I'm hanging in there" I began to clean up the house and organize everything how she once did.

I showered and shaved my face because I knew she would throw me in head first if she saw me like this, I think this is the first I smiled since she left.

I clean up our... my room...my room.

I restocked the fridge and pantry, washed dishes, and took out something to cook for tonight: chicken nuggets and fries.

Such a kiddie meal I know but she loved it so much it was the only meal we ate when we first got together, I hear Declan's little feet walking down the stairs "Dada!" He yells full of energy and joy, oh how I wish I could have that feeling right now.

"Yes bud," I say picking him up with one arm and placing him on the kitchen counter "Mommy—dream" I tilt my head "What you just said bud?" I asked him "Mommy was dreaming," he said, I smiled she was visiting them in their dreams maybe she would visit me in mine.

I hear Desiree come down.

I remember that Melody said she had a niece so I tracked her down and told her about Mel she should be here tomorrow for the Wake.

"Dada!" Desiree calls out to me as she walks downstairs.

She carries the doll I bought her recently, it is broken "What happened, sweetie?" I asked her "Fell off bed" Her words were a little confusing but I understood what she meant.

She hands me the doll and I put it together "Here sweetie" I hand it back to her with some apple slices and Declan eats yogurt.

Declan sits by me on the couch and Desiree is on my lap letting the juice from her apple run down her arm.

They giggle at the cartoon as I just stare off into the distance thinking of Mel again and again.

"You can't mix these two" she fussed at me "Sorry love" I laughed taking the cookies off the cinnamon bun, she accidentally wasted the milk on the floor "Shit" she cursed, "it's fine love no worries," I say.

I clean it up as she goes to change her shirt because it is soaked in milk.

"Mhm the Twin's kicks are getting more powerful it sorta hurts," she says rubbing her belly "They are just showing you how much they love you" I kiss her belly.

I place the cookies and cinnamon buns in the oven, and she lies between my legs as her back rests on my chest, I massage her shoulder and belly, and she groans "It feels amazing"' she says.

I smell burning, I look at the oven and see it smoking, she raises and I hop off the couch and take them out, they burned a hole in the mittens, her favorite mittens at that.

She gasps trying to get up "Rest my love, I got this," I say turning off the stove and opening the window to air the kitchen out.

She comes into the kitchen and laughs a little "Well this is the first time we burned something up" I laugh and kiss her forehead.

"We'll try again next time," I say.

End of memory

I smile at the Twins as they have her features and it makes me think I'm going to be alright in life, it will not be completely fine but I will be okay.

I smile and kiss their heads "Love you guys so much don't ever forget that" I hold them close to me.

They giggled, so sweet and innocent, I smiled.

We are going to be okay love, even though you are not here anymore we will make it through this Mel with the help of your family and my family and friends I think we will be okay no matter what has happened.

Until then see you later my love.

THIS CHAPTER DOESN'T NEED THAT MUCH IN IT BECAUSE THE TITLE IS  SELF EXPLANATORY AND FOR THE TWINS TO FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT THEIR MOTHER AND FOR NICK TO FEEL THE SAME ABOUT HIS WIFE.

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