A New Star - Kim Gyuvin

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ew it's already the next day
as you all can see I am not a morning person

surprisingly, I didn't wake up late, knowing I went to sleep at basically 5 am

and I actually had time to do my hair, get dressed and even have breakfast

after jiwoong dropped me off at school, wished me the typical good luck and left, I went inside and to my locker

oh my god I forgot that I actually have friends here now and people to have lunch with

my mood instantly lifted, and I got energised so fast

Lunch

after a few boring classes it was finally lunch time

fucking hell I was so hungry

walking to the cafeteria, someone stops me in my tracks "omg jae hihi, wanna go to lunch together, maybe it'll make you feel more comfortable with us?" hanbins familiar voice asks me and I nod

as we walk in together, all eyes fall on us

"they really can't mind their business in this school huh" hanbin whispers to me looking at everyone, to be honest I was a bit embarrassed. what am I doing being seen with the most popular guy and his group

I was basically a nobody at this school

before I could start overthinking my life, yes I do overthink absolutely everything, I feel a familiar pair of hands pulling me into a hug

"omg jaejae I missed you so much did you sleep well?" gunwook asks

"I missed you too wookie, I slept fine don't worry" I gave the boy a quick smile before turning to the other five boys and greeting them as well

"damn jaeya never noticed your so short, I see height doesn't run in the genes" gyuvin started to tease me

yes, I was a bit short for my age but what about it

I roll my eyes at gyuvin and give him a glare as a joke and he just chuckles

more and more students poured into the cafeteria, but for literally no reason everyone kept looking at me

what was my introverted ass thinking when I agreed to sit with the most popular guys in school, of course there'd be people staring and it made me uncomfortable

"jae are you okay you seem really uncomfortable?" taerae asks

"I'm fine don't worry guys" I flash them a quick smile but I can see that none of them were convinced with my answer

they give each other a worried look but pretend that it's fine for jaeyas sake, they didn't want to stress the girl out even more

while the girl was lost in her thoughts, not paying attention to anything or anyone the others started to talk

gunwook pov

"my poor jaejae, she's probably bubbling with anxiety right now I feel so bad" I whisper to the other guys around the table

"is there any things we should know about jaeya, to keep her safe, or even in situations like this, I don't want her to constantly feel uncomfortable" zhanghao asks and I nod

"there is so much about her that none of you know, I don't think a lot of people know, maybe only the closet people to her like me, jiwoong, I'm sure haruto, niki and her childhood bffs haerin and miyeong know but I'll let her tell you guys once she's comfortable enough" i tell the guys, thankfully they all understand and give me a smile

"we shouldn't pressure her into telling things like that, we need to earn her trust" hanbin starts talking and everyone agrees

as I look over to the girl, I can clearly see she's still stuck in her thoughts so I snap my fingers Infront of her face to wake her up and not let her overthinking too much to the point it starts getting bad

jaeya pov

i snap out of my daze in an instant when gunwook snaps his fingers, it's a method he's used for a long time to get me to focus again

"thank u wookie, I was starting to overthinking everything again" I whisper to the boy and he gives me a comforting smile while taking my hand, physical touch always calmed me down

"no problem jae, tell me about everything after school" he says and I just nod

and then I remember where not alone, and I see all the others looking at me with worried looks

these poor boys were left here to worry about me while knowing nothing, I wish we were closer so I could feel more comfortable with them actually tell them about all my past trauma, but that will take some time...

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"new chapter in a few hours" then I proceed to disappear for almost two days

so sorry for that😘
I got kinda sick and felt too lazy and literally just stayed in bed 24/7 so I was recovering!!

I'm still a bit sick but hoping for a speedy recovery so that I can comeback to you all and become more active soon <33