A New Star - Kim Gyuvin

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weekend

after the whole week of school, getting closer to the boys and more laughs than tears, which was rare, I was so ready for the weekend

I had plans to go to my home town to meet a few friends

packing my stuff, since I was staying there until sunday, I hum to the songs that were playing

without me even realising, gunwook got inside of the house, not shocking, he does have a spare key to our home, and managed to scare the shit out of me

"gunwook I swear to god stop doing this" I whine to him

"it's just payback for you scaring me in dance" he smiles innocently

"whatever, since your here now, help me pack up"
"fine"

we both then continue packing my shit, yes I did take a lot even tho i was only going to be gone for two days, my excuse was that most of the stuff was gifts

after about an hour of packing, talking and laughing, gunwook starts whining "I'm so hungry I haven't eaten today"
I was kinda starving since I hadn't eaten since yesterday morning and it was about 11 am

"order something online, I'm not hungry so don't worry about me" I lie, since I don't want the boy to spend money on food for me and I wasn't in the mood to eat

"oh come on jaeya, you didn't eat lunch yesterday, I know you, you've probably not eaten for a few days now. I'll get you pancakes"

gunwook could literally see through me so I just stopped lying "I just didn't feel like eating, I'm sorry wookie, I'll be sure to eat today"

I struggled with food, didn't have the healthiest relationship with it so if it wasn't for gunwook getting me food, I probably would go days without or barely eating

i felt so bad for the poor boy, he always had to put up with my shit like this...

after a nice breakfast that gunwook ordered, and some small talk, I was finally ready to catch the train back to the city where I grew up

I haven't been here since me and jiwoong moved away after all the shit went down, so i really did feel anxious, that's why gunwook offered to come with me and I happily agreed

"jaejae are you ready to go?" the boy asks
"as ready as I'll be"

we call a cab to get to the train station since neither of us knew how to drive and jiwoong was not home

after a few minutes we were sat in the car, thankfully the drive was only about 15-20 minutes long so I didn't need to interact with the driver a lot. tho he seemed like a nice man, I hated any social interactions

live laugh love being antisocial and introverted I guess

at the train station we got our tickets, waited for the train and got on. it was about a 2 hour drive there so me and gunwook played some games, ate some snacks we brought, took a nap and did anything to get my mind off of everything because I was still anxious