A New Star - Kim Gyuvin

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At Jaeyas house

me and gunwook sat on my sofa as i sobbed my heart out to him. he held me in his arms while I cried and cried, all my past trauma was coming back to me and I hated it

I hated crying in front of people, I hated it so much, I felt like such a burden

but, gunwook was always here for me, and I was so grateful for him, he's been my best friend for so long, he was there for me when I moved away from my childhood best friends, he was there for me when everything happened, he's always been here for me

even tho I was older than him, even if it's only by less than two weeks, I basically never felt like the older one, it was always him comforting me, taking care of me and so on

"jaejae it's okay, everythings gonna be fine, your safe" he keeps telling me, but the tears won't stop
"would you like me to call jiwoong and ask if he can come?" gunwook asks, I wanted to nod and say yes, I needed my brother right now, but I felt bad, I didn't want to disturb his work just because of my stupid meltdowns

"i need him, but I don't want to make him worried for nothing" is all I manage to get out before my throat feels dry again

"let me carry you to your room, I'll leave a message for your brother but you should lay down" he says, I don't have the strength to say anything so I just nod

he picks me up like I weigh nothing and carries me upstairs to my room, laying me on my bed and tucking me in

"would you like for me to lay down with you until you fall asleep?"
"yes please"
he lays down next to me, this was nothing new, growing up with him I saw him as a brother and we've always been touchy since both our love languages are physical touch

he embraces me in a hug while i still continue to softly sob, slowly drifting off to sleep

Gunwook pov

after about 15-20 minutes of laying down with jaeya she finally fell asleep.
poor girl, I felt so bad for her, I couldn't imagine going through the stuff she went through at such a young age, I can see it still grately effects her to this day

slowly getting up from the bed while trying not to wake the sleeping girl up, I scan around the room in search of my phone, I know I left it in here

after a few seconds of searching I find it, go outside the room and call jiwoong to let him know about everything that happened today

Jiwoong pov

I was in the middle of doing some random work, like always, when I get a call from gunwook

thats a bit strange he never calls me I think to myself but get my phone to pick up the call

"hello?"
"jiwoong hihi it's me, jaeya had one of her breakdowns today and was asking for you but didn't wanna disturb your work"
"oh my god is she okay?"
"I mean she sobbed to me for almost an hour and a half but now she's asleep in her room, I'm worried about her"
"ill be home in 20 minutes, if she wakes up tell her and please make something for her to eat, that girl doesn't eat anything when she's in a state like this"
"okay will do, see you soon"
"byebye wookie thank you for taking care of her"