𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄 ✪ 𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐲 𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐤𝐞

𝟎𝟎𝟓 ✪ 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐋𝐘

Sunday, November 12th, 1978.

(Disclaimer!!! I know some of these songs were not made in the 70s, but just pretend they were for the sake of the story! okay you can get back to reading🩷)

⚠️TW: self harm⚠️

TATUMS POV:

I woke up early this Sunday morning, remembering that I have school tomorrow. Ugh. After what happened yesterday, I went home feeling drained, exhausted. Now that literally all my friends are gone, besides Finney and Rae, Gwen too, I don't know how to function. I'm tired of losing everyone I love, why can't that psycho, insane, ugly, evil, stupid, Ted Bundy impersonator just actually go die. Like, why is this my life?

I dreaded getting up, but I have too, I want to at least pretend to be happy. I slowly sat up, and then got out of bed. I yawned and went into the bathroom. I didn't feel like eating today, actually, I don't really feel like eating at all ever, but I have to or else I'll get extremely sick. I rolled my eyes at the thought of literally just existing. Everything has just been so annoying and stupid lately, like every little thing someone or something does, I just get mad, over no reason.

I took out my toothbrush and toothpaste and brushed my teeth. I thought maybe today would be a good day to go on a walk, to get some fresh air into my lungs, y'know?

I brushed my tangles out of my hair, and then hopped into the shower. The water felt good on my skin. It was warm, but not warm enough. I wanted it to burn. I wanted my skin to bleed, or feel like it. I set it on the highest setting, then sat down in the bathtub, and let the water run down on me, with my skin stinging.

After my shower I was sweating excessively, and my skin stung. I wrapped the towel around myself then walked out of the bathroom to find an outfit to wear.

TATUM'S OUTFIT

It was pretty chilly outside, since it's fall, so I took the opportunity to wear my new sweater. I then did my hair into a low ponytail with my clawclip and left a few strains falling out.

TATUM'S HAIRSTYLE