Mine (FreenBecky)

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Freen's POV:

When I wake up this morning, my head is killing me. Every little noise I hear is like amplified in my head ten times louder. I've never been drunk before, last night was my first time. I take it that this is a hangover.

I'm still laying in bed, when Becky comes in carrying a tray. "I made you breakfast." She smiles at me.

I sit up and rub my head. "I'm not really hungry."

She frowns. "Well at least drink this." She hands me a cup of coffee.

I grab the steaming cup of coffee, and take a sip.

"How did you sleep?" She asks me.

"Good." I reply.

"That's good..."

"Ugh my head is killing me." I complain.

She leans over and kisses my head. "My poor baby. Do you want some Advil or anything?"

"Yeah..."

She gets up, and returns shortly with two Advil. I take them, and hope that they will help with this killer headache.

"Maybe tonight we can have a movie night? Just me and you." She smiles.

"Can't. I'm going to a party."

"A party?"

"Yeah. This guy I met last night invited me."

"Oh." She frowned.

"Yeah. Anyways I'm going to go take a shower." I get out of bed, and walk towards the bathroom.

After my shower, I just put on some lazy comfortable clothes. Sweats and a hoodie. My party isn't until later so I can just lay around the house all day.

Becky was sitting down on her bed, so I sit down on the floor and lean my back against her bed. She moves down, and sits next to me.

"Well maybe we can spend some time together now?" She smiles.

"I don't know Becky. Maybe later. I'm kind of tired right now." I move up to her bed and close my eyes.

"Freen..." She says softly.

"What?" I ask not even bothering to open my eyes.

"Never mind..."

"Okay."

I drift off to sleep, and wake up a little while later. I get up, and walk out into the living room. Becky is sitting there watching TV. I go into the kitchen, and grab a water bottle.

I turn around, and see her there. I jump a little. "Shit. You scared me."

"Sorry." She was frowning.

I take a drink of water.

"Do you want to watch a lifetime movie together?" She asks.

I really can't think of anything to get out of it... I already used the 'I'm tired excuse.'

I don't say anything.

"You don't have to..."

I still don't say anything.

"You don't want to spend time with me?" She asks.

I still say nothing, and decide to leave this really awkward situation. I go back into her room, and watch TV in there. I have nothing else to do.

I know I'm a bitch pushing her away... I just... I don't know. She doesn't deserve the burden of dealing with me. She deserves so much better then me. I know I'm hurting her... And that's not my intention. I just don't want to let her in... Eventually she'll leave anyways so what's the point?

She leaves me alone for the rest of the day. I don't eat dinner with her and Barbra, I just stay in Becky's room alone.

It's about ten, and I start getting ready for the party. I was wearing a black revealing top, and some blue jeans. I start to do my hair and makeup, when Becky walks in.

"You're going to a party on a Sunday? What about school?" She asks.

"I don't care. I'm not going."

"You're not going...?"

"That's what I just said isn't it?"

"Well I can't force you to go." She was frowning.