Becky's POV:
Well in a week lets just say that things have gone from bad to worse. Freen's behavior is out of control. She's never sober anymore. She's either drunk, high, or both. I think that I've lost her for good. I just want my Freen back... She doesn't even come home most nights, and if she does it's at late hours in the morning. She doesn't go to school anymore... But today is Monday and I've convinced her to go today.
I'm already awake by the time my alarm goes off. Freen isn't though. I feel her moving, and I know that she's waking up.
I get up and go shower. When I'm done, I put on a band t-shirt, and some black skinny jeans. My usual outfit.
When I walk out of the bathroom, Freen is on my bed. I see pills in her hand, and I know she's about to take them.
I walk over to her and frown. "Please... Please don't." I beg.
"Why not?"
"You know why not Freen..."
She swallows one pill, before swallowing another.
Yeah, she's popping pills now. I don't even know what other drugs she's been doing.
"Do you want one?" She extends her arm to hand me one.
"No..." I notice cuts on her arm. "Freen... What's that?"
I grab her arm, but she pulls away. "Nothing."
"Umm that's not nothing..." I frown.
"Bonbon scratched me."
"Freen I'm not stupid..."
"I'm gonna go take a shower." She gets up, and kisses my cheek before going into the bathroom.
On top of the drugs and drinking, she's now been cutting herself... I just want to help her...
When she's done showering, she's wearing a long sleeved shirt, and some jeans.
"Freen..." I was still frowning.
"Yes?" She was in the process of doing her makeup.
"I know those weren't from Bonbon..."
"Sure they were."
After she's done with her makeup, she moves on to doing her hair.
I drop the subject for now, but when we start walking to school I bring it up again.
"Why would you do that to yourself...?" I ask her.
"I really have no idea what you're talking about."
"Freen don't play stupid!"
"I'M NOT BECKY JUST DROP IT!"
I don't want Freen to scream at me in public, so I just leave it alone.
We go to our usual meeting spot in the morning, and Yuki and Nop are already there. They're usually there before us.
"Look who decided to come to school." Yuki says as Freen sits down next to her.
"Yeah. Someone made me." Freen gives me a glare.
Nina grabs a water bottle from her backpack, before reaching in her pocket to grab a pill.
Nop, Yuki, and I were staring at her.
"Freen..." I whisper.
"What? I have a headache." She swallows the pill down with water. "I umm... Need to go to my locker."
"Do you want me to come with you?" I ask.
"No... It's okay." She kisses my cheek before leaving.
I sigh. "She's not going to her locker..." I confess to Yuki and Nop. I'm just tired of holding everything in.
"Where is she going then?" Nop asks.
"To go buy more drugs probably. Or to go pop more pills..." I was close to crying.
"She's been popping pills?" Both of them are shocked.
"She's also taken acid... Who knows what else..." I feel a tear roll down my cheek.
Yuki hugs me, and Nop moves to the other side of me and hugs me as well.
"I just don't know what to do anymore." I continue. "I feel like I should tell someone... But then she'll hate me forever. I beg her to stop and she just doesn't listen."
"I think you should tell someone." Nop says.
"I don't know... I just love her so much... I'd do anything for her... I just wish she'd let me be there for her and help her..."
"We know how much you love her Becky... And we care about her too. If there's anything we can do just let us know." Yuki was still hugging me.
"Thanks."
The bell rings, and I wipe my tears away before fixing my makeup.
I walk myself to class. I don't even know where Freen is... I have art and even though I love that class, I can't focus. I can't focus on any of my classes anymore. I'm just so worried about Nina. I don't know what I would do if I ever lost her.
Next I have biology, then history, and then math. Finally, the bell rings for lunch.
I meet Yuki and Nop, but Freen isn't there yet...
Freen arrives a few minutes later and sits down next to me. No kiss or anything...
She takes out a couple of pills, and swallows them down with water.
"Freen!" I frown.
"What? No one is even looking."
"Still got that headache huh?" Yuki glares at her.
"Yeah."
After lunch, I walk Freen to her class before going to mine. This was the first time I've walked her to class in like forever.
After gym, I go to english and sit in the back. The bell rings, and Freen still isn't here. Fifteen minutes pass, and still no Freen. Finally about twenty minutes into class, she comes.
"Nice of you to join us Miss Sarocha." My teacher glares at her.
"Yeah whatever." She sits down next to me.
"Would you like a detention?" He asks her.
"Umm no. What I would like is for you to shut the fuck up."
My mouth drops open, and so does a lot of other people.
"You can leave my class now." He smiles at her.
"It'd be my pleasure." She grabs her things before standing up.
She grabs the door handle, but turns around before opening it. "One last thing." She smiles at him. "FUCK YOU!" She flips him off. "Anyways see you bitches later! I'm going to go get high." She leaves, and the door closes behind her.
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Mine (FreenBecky)
FanficFreen sarocha chankimha who's in school, loves shooting and is in cheer team. she's the queen bee of the school Lives with her father as her mother passed away when she was 13 months old Becky Armstrong who's in the same school as freen, is not so p...
