Only Human

Day 11

I physically do not know how to feel right now
Scared
Sick
Worried
I don't know
I wish I knew how he was doing
He's been "resting" for 24 hours and should be out now
I really want to see him

You check the time and sigh

Fuck it
I'm going to see him
Jake is going to be so pissed but I don't care
He shouldn't have to taken me because now I know where it is

I grab my house keys and start walking there

It's not too far away so I'm fine to walk there
I have received no texts or whatever from anyone which pisses me off
Sunno
No
Heesung
No
Sunghoon
No
Jake
Nope
And Jay
Of course not but I would like a "I'm fine" text
Ughhhhhhh

I get to the weird hospital and walk in

The receptionist looks at me weird
Different girl then yesterday
I guess they don't see humans here a lot

I walk up to the desk

Y/N: "Um I am here to see Jay, Jay Park"
Receptionist: "He's filling out discharge papers right now, you can wait out here for a bit"

I nod and sit down
Bouncing my leg waiting for him

  -20 Minutes later-

At this point I was pacing the waiting room getting weird stares from the other people

I see Jay walk out and we lock eyes
He smiles and I do too

I walk over to him and hug him

Jay:"Hi"
Y/N: "Hi"
I say muffled from my head into his shoulder

You could clearly see the stitches he has on his neck

I pull back and stare at the stitches for a bit

Jay: "I'm fine, seriously"
Y/N: "You better be, it's all my fault"
Jay: "It's not, you are fine"

I nod and he gives the discharge papers to the front desk lady and then we both walk out

Y/N: "Ok where to?"
Jay: "Um yo-"
Y/N: "Your house? Ok"

You start walking

Jay: "Y/N"

He catches up to me

Jay: "I do not think this is a good idea"
Y/N: "I've been to your house before why not?"
Jay: "My parents"
Y/N: "They won't like me?"
Jay: "Well, you are... normal"

I stop in my tracks

Y/N: "Normal?"
Jay: "I mean, your not, y'know"
Y/N: "A vampire? Yeah I've realized that"
Jay: "They don't normally approve of non-vampires"
Y/N: "Then we don't have to"
Jay: "We can if you want"
Y/N: "No let's go back to my house"

He nods and we turn to walk that way

Y/N: "So why didn't you text me?"
Jay: "I don't have my phone"
Y/N: "What? I don't have it"
Jay: "Jake probably does"
Y/N: "That explains a lot"

Jay: "You look tired though"
Y/N: "Oh, no, I'm fine"
Jay: "How many hours of sleep did you get"
Y/N: "Hours? More like minutes"
Jay: "Y/N"
Y/N: "What, I was worried about you"
Jay: "But I'm fine"
Y/N: "I know but I was still worried"

We reach my house and I unlock the door and we both walk in

Y/N: "Do you want anything to eat? Or drink?"
Jay: "I'm good"
Y/N: "I'm still grabbing you some water"

I grab a glass out of the cabinet and fill it with a little bit of water

Jay was in the living room looking at the picture that were hanging on the wall

Jay: "You still look the same"

I sit the glass on the coffee table and have a seat on the couch

Y/N: "I guess"
Jay: "You have a sister?"
Y/N: "She went to go live with my mom"
Jay: "Oh"

Jay comes and joins me on the couch and I gently place my head on his shoulder

Y/N: "I missed you Jay"
Jay: "I was away for a day"
Y/N: "I meant before hand"
Jay: "ohh, missed you too"

Y/N: "Y'know I haven't been at school in days"
Jay: "Y/N, you need to go to school, you're going to fail"
Y/N: "Oh well, I don't need a degree to be my own artist"
Jay: "but you need to go to school"

I close my eyes

Y/N: "Mhm"
Jay: "I know you don't care but I want to see you graduate"
Y/N: "Yes dad"

I yawn and move a little closer to him

Jay: "Y/N"
Y/N: "Hm?"
Jay: "Can I tell you something"
Y/N: "Mhm"
Jay: "This is kind of hard to like say to some one but I feel like I can say this to you, but I um l-"

I feel asleep
Ughhh

Jays POV

Jay: "This is kind of hard to like say to some one but I feel like I can say this to you, but I um love you"

Silence
Why isn't she saying anything
I look down at her
She's asleep
I wonder if she heard me or not

She looks so pretty
Her beautiful long, straight, brown hair
The faint freckles on her face
Her pale, soft skin

Ugh why why why
Why was I born this way
Fuck
I gotta go

I slowly get up supporting her head with my hands and gently guide her head down on top of the pillow on the couch
I pull her legs on there gently
I go up stairs to her room to grab her blanket

I walk back downstairs and place the blanket on top of her

I place a soft kiss on her forehead and walk to the front door
I slowly open the door hoping it doesn't wake her
I leave with shutting the door slowly as well

I wish I was normal like her
No teeth
No urges
I don't want any of this anymore
It sucks so much
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It's been so long since I've written this and with BITE ME coming out- it fits. But there is going 3 more like chapters (idfk how this works) and then it will be finished. Hope you like this one. (1029 Words)