Yesterdays Pain ( ongoing )

Prologue

This story is a work of fiction. Names, Characters, Places, and incidents are product of Writers imagination. Any resemblance to actual events or persons, are entirely coincidental.

Credits to the rightful owners  of the images, music and videos that will be used.

Open for criticism, enjoy reading!

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THIRD PERSON'S POV.

A girl who's smart, brave and strong, but when it comes to love she's dumb, weak and   easy to be break. She loves attention, but she hates spotlight. A simple girl who fall inlove with a guy, a guy that would bring so much joy and happiness to her life.

A guy she thought will spend the rest of her life. But it turns out that it will be the reason of her heartbreaks, that changed her and made a new version of her.

The changes in her life put her in a good sake. Though she felt something is missing, and she couldn't figure out what it is.

If it's love, would she let herself fall inlove again? or she will just continue living alone?

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VELLA'S POV.

I don't know the feeling of being inlove again. I mean, I was having a hard time falling inlove with someone.

“ Ang aga mo naman malutang, Mosang. Ano ba 'yang iniisip mo? o sino nga ba? ” Hindi maiwasang tanungin ng kaibigan ko.

“ Could you please stop calling me Mosang? Tsaka, iniisip ko lang kung pwede bang pum*tay ng chismosang kaibigan ng hindi nakukulong ?” inis kung tugon.

“ Luh grabe ka naman sa'kin, parang di nag high school, e. By the way, have you receive an email? ” she immediately change the topic.

“ No. ” maikling sagot ko.

“ Ito, akala mo naman kung sinong celebrity kung maka ignored ng Email. Anyway, it's about the upcoming alumni, sa ating beloved alma matter noong high school. ” masiglang tugon nito.

Bored akong napatingin sa kanya “ Not interested. You know how hectic my schedule are. If you want to attend, then go.  ”

She sighed “ Alam mo, minsan lang mangyari to. Napaka workaholic mo talaga. Pero 'yung tutuo dahil nga ba sa work? o may iniiwasan? ” pang aasar nito.

“ Excuse me, I've already move on. ” pantataray ko pa sa bruha kung kaibigan.

“ Ay sus defensive, wala pa naman akong nababangit talaga. Halatang may nararamdaman ka parin no. Jusko ka, saksi ako kung pano mo s'ya mahalin—noon ” Aniya ulet.

“ Cess, i'm not being defensive. I don't care about the past. What important is we're both happy, kung ano man ang narating namin ngayon. ” sagot ko ulet at naiinis na.

Agad namang may nakakainis na ngiti ang sumilay sa kanyang labi. “ Ah, kaya pala until ngayon hindi mo magawang umuwi sa pinas, kasi it reminds you a lot of things about him haha ”

I still want to argue with her, but I know na walang patutunguhan to. I just ignored her after that, and not minding what she said. I don't care about what she thinks kasi natameme ako.

I was about to go to Comfort room to refresh, kasi bigla akong na stressed sa kaibigan ko, but suddenly my phone vibrated.

I slowly opened my phone and directly check my email. I was shocked to see that the principal of my alma matter sent an Email. Personally.

From: Mrs. Stella T. Gaza

        A pleasant day, Ms. Vella Rye V. Dezares
I, am inviting you to attend the upcoming alumni of your alma matter in high school. You will be one of those speakers, who give their speech about success, to share all of their journey.

We're looking forward for your presence on the day of the Alumni celebration. Have a nice day ahead!

Halos mabitawan ko ang hawak ko dahil sa nabasa, agad namang lumapit si Cessia at para maka usisa.

“ Hoy, anyari sa'yo? ” Hindi ko s'ya sinagot kaya napilitan itong kunin ang phone ko. “ Ay bongga, speaker of the year si Accla. Sign na talaga yan para umuwi. ” tuwang tuwa na saad nito.

“ Para 'yan lang, napaka OA talaga ng reaction nito. ” dagdag pa nito at umalis narin sa harap ko.

What should I do? Dapat ba akong umattend? E, pero sobrang dami ko pang gagawin here, Lalo na kakapromote ko lang. But, I can't refuse to Mrs. Gaza. I don't know what to do. I need a sign para maka decide.

And just after a minutes my phone rang this time. I was having a hard time to answer it, having thoughts na baka si Mrs. Gaza, but still I don't have choice but to answer the call.

Luckily it was Mama.

“ Hi, Ma, is there something wrong? do you need something? ” I asked immediately.

“ Wala naman anak, but I just want to ask a favor. Hindi ka daw kasi nag reresponse sa email na sinend sa'yo ni Mrs. Gaza, I just want to know kung ano 'yung decision mo ” tuloy-tuloy na saad nito.

I can't believe it. Iba din 'tong si Mrs. Gaza, direct na talaga Kay Mama, kasi alam n'yang di ako makakatanggi agad. Sheshh.

“ Hindi ko pa alam, you know how busy I am, Ma. I don't have enough time for that. Tsaka, hindi nga ako nakakauwi kapag may special event d'yan sa family diba? So why would I go there para lang sa alumni? Nah. ” agarang sagot ko.

“ Anak, Miss kana rin kasi namin, e. Tatlong taon kana d'yan sa America. Ni minsan hindi ka umuwi, kahit man lang sa kasal ng kuya mo. Please, kahit now lang umuwi ka naman, we don't mind kung para lang sa alumni, gusto ka na talaga namin makita ulet. Please. ”

Halos manlambot ako sa mga katagang nang galing kay Mama, miss na miss ko narin kasi sila. Something just stoping me para umuwi, but now I think no one can stop me. Geezh.

I sighed “ Fine, but for one week. Only. Kakapromote lang sa'kin, I don't want to ruin my reputation here. Buti na lang, anytime pwede akong mag leave. ”

Halos mangiyak-ngiyak si Mama sa tuwa, samantalang ako mangiyak-ngiyak sa desisyong ginawa ko.

As usual tuwang tuwa rin 'yung chismosa kung kaibigan, na kanina pa pala nakikinig sa pakikipag usap ko Kay Mama.

“ I'm so excited. Can't wait na malanghap ulet ang mainit na klema ng pilipinas! ” Aniya at may pasayaw sayaw pa.

And I can't wait to remember everything again. Everything happened in the past. Everything  behind the reason why I became like this. How I wish na wala s'ya don. How I wish na hindi ko s'ya makita. My yesterdays pain.