Y/N had always been in love with her costar, Scarlett, but something had always stopped her from pursuing it. Truthfully she was scared of losing her best friend. What happens when tragedy hits and Y/N makes a life-changing decision? Will her best f...
"Grief is like living two lives... One, you pretend everything is all right, and the other is where your heart silently screams in pain." Unknown.
Y/N POV
April 2016 – Captain America Civil War Premiere – London, England
Smoke billowed at my feet as I emerged from behind the geared door, which split the Captain America Civil War logo. Stepping onto the red and blue carpet on the stage, I am wearing a fiery red dress whose vibrant hue accentuates my confidence and boldness. The silky satin clings to my every curve, emphasizing my graceful figure. I can show off my glowing décolletage with the strapless neckline. Despite feeling confident, I am left breathless as I look around. I see the sizeable two-story theatre foyer filled with an immense amount of fans—the atmosphere filled with anticipation and admiration mixed with the fans' unbridled sense of joy. Waving, I stood on the grand stage listening to the thunderous applause that began reverberating within the theatre only further amplified my excitement level, encouraging me to walk onto the stage with absolute confidence.
As I continue to sign autographs and take photos, the sound of the crowd grows louder, which grabs my attention. I feel a sense of enthusiasm with every movement, creating an electric connection between myself and every eager face present. Not wanting to disappoint the fans, I ignore the reporters on the red carpet and begin signing and taking photographs with as many fans as possible. I feel heartfelt gratitude for being part of such an extraordinary endeavour from the staging area, expressed amidst warm welcomes, genuine smiles, and choruses of the cheering fans.
As I continue to sign autographs and take photos, the sound of the crowd somehow grows louder, which grabs my attention. Turning my attention to the stage, I see a figure's silhouette in the smoke. When the smoke finally disperses, my breath hitches as I see Scarlett posing in a black strapless dress. She tilts her head, giving the fans a beautiful full smile as she raises one eyebrow. I sign a few more autographs and take a couple more photos before quickly walking over to the stairs at the edge of the stage. Scarlett slowly and elegantly walks over to the stairs as she takes in the mesmerizing sites and sounds of the premiere.
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Amidst all this excitement, I extended my hand to Scarlett to offer support or reassurance. She looks down, smiles at me, extends her arm and takes my hand elegantly and gracefully. When our hands lace together, my mind gets filled with memories and moments from the set.
Robert Downey Jr., Chris Evans, Anthony Mackie, Don Cheadle, Paul Bettany, Elizabeth Olsen, Scarlett, and me all stand or sit at our marks, waiting for one of the Russo brothers to yell action. We are filming the scene where the Avengers discuss the implications of The Sokovia Accords after Director Ross gives them an ultimatum. The set crew has created an elegant and modern living room attached to a kitchen, with large windows that can offer a panoramic view of the Avengers Campus; however, the windows are covered with a blue screen for them to add the feature during post-production.
