IN WHICH , YOU AND YOUR BOYFRIEND ARGUE A LITTLE TOO INTENSELY.
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DARK-MODE PLEASE
THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS THE FOLLOWING:
TW: SELF H*RM MENTIONED | VULGAR LANGUAGE | | NAME CALLING | KINDA SOFT? | HEARTFELT | SEMI-LONG CHAPTER IF YOU HAVE BAD EYESIGHT ( LMAO ) | GOOD ENDING | IMPLIED SMUT |
YOU were laying onto the freshly clean-scented bedsheets , as your boyfriend jahseh was smoking a cherry cigarette that engulfed his bedroom. later that night he would start his tenth show his friends planned a surprise party to celebrate the milestone.
his phone buzzed your every notification made your body internally leap you know now that he is freshly on the scene people want him . there's no denyingjahseh's attractive . normally shit like this doesn't bother you but this time was different.
you know how someone looks when they are into someone and unfortunately for you jahseh is a major flirt but will argue with it if you mention it. to keep the peace you stay silent even though your stomach is in knots and you feel like at any minute you'll puke .
it buzzed again... enough is enough
" jahseh give me the fucking phone " your body felt anxious as the words practically danced out your throat . it's known jahseh is a hot head and you know he's about to hurt your feelings.
" who the fuck are you talking to y/n?" he stood up crushing the cigarette in the black ashtray you made him for his birthday
" you jahseh ! who the hell else ?" you saw him stand up when jahseh's angry he morphs into another human his eyes turned dim, his eyebrows downturned , his glare past midnight.
" I don't know how many more time you want me to tell you I'm not cheating on you damn! you're driving me insane do you ever stop and think to shut the fuck up huh ? , or does that never cross your mind ? "
your face felt warm no better yet hot , your stomach felt weak your eyes were on the verge of boiling over his voice was loud and harsh .
" jahseh I see how you smile texting whomever your texting "
you got up off the bed to stand by the door jahseh was gripping the lighter in his hand , you know he would never ever do anything to you but he will definitely get aggressive with miscellaneous items
" fuck off get out my face with that bullshit y/n , move out my way jit "
he stared at you through every word he spat almost as if you ever invisible he is being childish right now , you followed him out the room
" who is she ? " your anxiety was turning into desperation mixed with anger .
" ask me one more dumbass question " this time his time was very calm scarily calm.
" who is she jahseh ?" you knew you were crying at this point the cologne from his shirt that you were currently wearing was all you could smell. it made you want to boil the scent off your skin .
" SHUT THE FUCK UP !"
you both were standing the the kitchen jumping at his overly loud tone , you didn't say anything you turned around and walked upstairs. , you know he is gonna come back upstairs to grab his cigs so you left them at the now closed bedroom door .
you cried and cried until your chest was on fire , your eyes were so dry and your head was pounding it felt also though somebody destroyed your heart my tangling all the cells together.
then there was a knock it was jahseh or cleo no in-between for the sake of it actually being cleo you said " come in "
" hey um " jahseh looked at your face all he wanted to do was kiss it all better , your eyes were bloodshot red you took his shirt off leaving you topless under the blanket. you were cuddling your plush you brought with you from home.
" hi " you said very monotone .
" I'm sorry for yelling at you " he handed you the phone , " you can go through our messages she's genuinely just a friend. "
you grabbed the phone scrolling through reali y why he probably didn't want you to read it due to the back and forth depressive content and comforting each other
" I didn't want to admit I still... you know hurt my arms I didn't want to be a burden on you and she is in a bad situation at home , I meet her during a show and I just originally tried to comfort her .
we became friends and for that I'm sorry for not being honest. " he sat on the bed next to you rolling up his sleeve .
the marks were some scarring from healing and others freshly red with nail imprints , he put his hand under your waist underneath the blanket pulling you into his lap . he hugged you firmly running his hand up and down your back , tears falling into your neck .
" sorry... I'm sorry " he mumbled against your heated skin as you played with his freshly dyed black hair he sat up kissing your cheek over and over .
" you're so pretty " he moved your hair out of your face " lay back let me make it up to you , I'll do it all night I promise anything you want ."
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HI BABIESSSS AHHH ITS BEEN SO LONG??? LMFAOOOOOO I STILL WRITE! JUST NOT REALLY ON HERE :)! BUT I HAVE SOME TIME NOW AND I JUST WROTE THIS OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD ( I DIDNT EDIT THIS EITHER SO APOLOGIZES FOR ANY MISTAKES 🏃🏽♀️ )
