A/N : ( if you're confused it's theweeknd lmao I've always wanted to add abel in here but I know this book is titled " rapper imagines " )
think of this as a bonus anyways I love you so much enjoy <3. )
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" HE'LL NEVER BE INFATUATED WITH ME ADORE ME LIKE HER "
" SHE IS THE TRUE OWNER OF HIS HEART "
• IN WHICH YOUR THOUGHTS COMPENSATE YOUR SLEEP
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WARNINGS
ANGUST | SELF DOUBT | COMPARING
YOU , sat at the tinted window of abel's a penthouse apartment staring out into the city , still dressed in you red gown accompanied by your clear heels resting by your swollen feet .
abel was sleeping on the couch beside you , while you were on the cold dark wood floor .
you both have been together for eight months and honestly you've just been waiting for the day he just decides it's over , you know to just live this relationship as if it was in the moment every hour of every second .
he will forever love her it was obvious whether he wants to admit or not yes he shows affection , he's comforting to you when needed but you know you'll never compare to her .
she's the true owner of his heart you've seen it in the media I mean he always runs back to her no matter what he loves you but in the way he'll adore her , you will never be THAT loved.
you can just tell behind his eyes he has no attachment even if that's what his actions and words provide , it's almost like unless it's her he thinks of life as a one night stand .
time goes fast for him with her it's normal and how could you blame him? , she's beautiful her model like figure and her way for captivating everyone soon as she steps foot in a room .
" hey " he said between sitting up and stretching " why are you still awake it's-" he stared at the clock hanging above the tv " three in the morning aren't you tired? "
" um y/n? " you didn't hear anything abel was saying it was like background noise , trying to come through noisy earphones . so loud yet so mute you didn't , even realize he got up .
" um baby are you there is something wrong ? " you knew soon as you turned your head he would see your fucked up makeup from all the silent crying
a/n : ( what are we talking about... WHAT ARE WE TALKING ABOUT? 😏)
a/n : ( you said not the time? , I got you LMAO )
" abel.. do you still love bella? " , " no why are you asking me that all of a sudden? " you finally faced him causing a worried, look altering on his face.
" y/n I love bella but I'm not in love with bella , we we're together for what?.. four years of my life , and during those four years i treated her like shit . "
" I promised myself I wouldn't do that again to anyone then when the same thing happened to me , I realized how she felt and I guess you could say I got my karma "
" but " he fully sat down against the floor " I've grown from that I'm not afraid to admit my wrongs , yeah we got back together . " , " for a very short time we knew it was time to let each other go. "
" she's moved on and so have I , it wasn't healthy in the first place , and I'll always have love for her ." , " she's the reason for the growth I have today , but if you are asking me am I in love with her- "
" then no I'm not I'm in love with you , I know what it feels like to have your time wasted, and that's not a fun feeling. " , " I love you and I wholeheartedly mean that "
he grabbed both sides of your face " now I'm not sure how long this has been pondering in that big head of yours " you laughed " but I apologize for how ever long you've been thinking this "
