bapa: indefatigable love

Bapa: chapter 21 (Princess Bose)

Chapa POV:

I'm still hugging Bose. I don't like hugs, seriously I hate them. But Bose's hugs are just different. He knows exactly how to please me and make me feel comfortable. Since day one he gave me that comfort.

He never hugs me tightly because he knows I don't like it. But now he's hugging me so tight, like he's about to lose me but he keeps holding onto me. We don't make eye contact because his head is bend over my shoulder. I know if he wanted to he could be crying right now. Poor Bose, what the fuck has he done to deserve all of this?

"Chapa..." he says and removes his head from my shoulder.

"Yes." I say softly while I'm still consoling him.

"I can't imagine living without you anymore. And I don't want to lose you... ever. You coming into my life is the best thing that could have ever happened to me. You know that right?" he says while looking at me with his beautiful eyes. He keeps talking about me and telling me I'm perfect and his favorite person. And I know he means it but I think he's panicking... He doesn't want to lose me and that's why he's telling me all of this right now and that's also why he hugged me so tightly. These are all signs of fear and trauma of losing someone. I feel so bad for him.

"Bose..." I try to cut him off but he keeps going on telling me how much he loves me.

"Bose!" I shout. His eyes widen.

"Sorry, I'm sorry. Have I said something wrong? I- I'm sorry. I-" He lets go off me and drops his head into his hands. He breathes loudly. He's not okay.

"Bose," I say softly as I walk up to him.
"Don't worry..." I grab his face. "You won't lose me." I look deep into his eyes, he smiles and calms down.

"I'm sorry for everything." he says.

"Stop saying sorry. You got nothing to apologize for." I say. "You should take some rest, I'll make something to eat and in the mean time you could take a shower to calm down okay?"

"You really don't have to-" I cut him off and say: "I do. Now go take a shower and when you're done your dinner will be ready."

"Thank you princess." he says.

"You're the princess now." I say and smile. He puts his hand on my shoulder and kisses my forehead.

Bose POV:

I'm walking up to my bathroom. I'm so happy Chapa wasn't mad at me. I don't know why but for a second I thought she wanted to leave this house and me. I was so scared, this was all fucked up. My stepdad is horrible. I was panicking and I didn't feel well, luckily she knew exactly how to help me. I love her so much. More than anyone, I've never felt this kind of love for someone. Not only the romantic part, just everything. I care so much about her and I'm too afraid to lose her.

I take off my clothes and turn on the shower. This may sounds weird but I'd wish Chapa could be here right now. Whenever she's not around or not in my sight, I already miss her face, her voice, her everything. I don't care if she sees me without clothes or anything. I just want to hold onto her forever. She has all control over me and she can do whatever she wants.

Chapa POV:

I'm so angry at Bose's stepdad, or let's say the Vice Mayor. He hurt Bose, I literally saw it. When he started talking shit about Bose's dad I wanted to grab a knife so bad and just stab him with it. And tonight I will teach him a lesson. I won't tell Bose what I'm about to do. He doesn't have to know.

When I'm about to walk out of the kitchen and put Bose's phone back on his bed because I took it to look something up, I see Bose standing next to his closet while grabbing some clothes. His towel is wrapped around his waist. He looks so good without a shirt on, I'm so attracted to his body.

"Hey young lady what were you doing on my phone?" he asks in a dad way. I know he doesn't really care what I was doing on his phone, he trusts me, he's just teasing me right now.

"I looked something up on the internet that's all." I say, still looking at his gorgeous body. "By the way... Are you feeling better?" I ask while trying not to get distracted by his body.

"Much better." he says.

"Good, I made noodles for us." I say. I can't look away from him right now.

"Chapa you really love my body, don't you?" he laughs. Fuck, he probably caught me staring at it.

"Shit. Is it too obvious?" I ask and grin.

"Yes it is sweetheart." he looks at me and smirks.

Bose POV:

Chapa and I are sitting on my bed, eating noodles for dinner. She's wearing a big ass oversized rock band T-shirt which basically looks like a dress. I'm wearing a white shirt and shorts.
We're watching '10 Things I Hate About You.'
Apparently Chapa loves old-school movies. And I do too. We both got the same taste in music and films. Except for the horror movies. She likes them but I hate them.

When she's finished with her noodles she yawns and puts her head on my shoulder. After 3 minutes I'm finished too.

"I'm so tired." Chapa says. I put my finger into her mouth while she's yawning again.

"Hey!" she says. I laugh.

"Do you want to go to bed?" I ask.

"Yeah." she says. "But first things first." she says as she takes off my shirt.

"I knew it! I knew you were obsessed my body." I say. She puts her head on my stomach and aims towards the light to turn it off.
I see my phone and I grab it. It's now 11 PM. I unlock it and head straight towards safari. I want to know what Chapa was looking up. I go to search history and I can't believe what I'm seeing.

"What the fuck." I say out loud.

"What?" Chapa asks with curiosity.

"How to cover up a murder?" I say. "Why did you look that-" I cut myself off and already realize why.

"You weren't going to light up my stepdad were you?" I say while rolling my eyes knowing she can't see my face right now.

"Maybeee." she says innocently.

"You're so crazy baby." I say.

"I know, adult." she says and basically laughs at me. Again I roll with my eyes knowing she can't see me.

"You love making fun of me don't you?" I say after I gave her a heated kiss in her neck. "Oh and don't kill my stepdad please, I know he's horrible but you can't just kill people." I say as I keep giving her kisses on her neck.

"Why not?" she asks.

"Well because you can't just murder people, that's a crime if you didn't know yet. You're not supposed to kill people, and especially not the Vice Mayor." I say.

"Whatever." she says.

"Don't do it. Please just stay out of this princess." I say while I'm playing with her hair.

"How? I can't accept someone who literally insulted you and hurt you right into your face. And the things he said were like not okay. I want to kill him so bad so please let me at least hurt and warn him." she says.

"Sorry princess." I say. I can't say no to her, I could never. But now when she literally wants to hurt my stepdad, The Vice Mayor? I can't risk that. She might even end up in jail for killing him for real.

We're both quiet for a few seconds.

"Goodnight." I whisper carefully into her ear and then kiss her softly on her lips.