bapa: indefatigable love

Bapa: chapter 23 (A Very Long Night)

Chapa POV:

I'm so tired. It's 1 AM and Bose and I just arrived at his house. We had a long night. Mika was possessed by Rick Twitler and we had to get him out of her by exercising. We're both getting ready for bed. I'm already in his bed waiting for him while playing games on his phone. Sometimes I feel like a little kid who's always playing games on their parents' phones.

Bose lays down next to me. I put his phone down.
"I love your new hair so much." Bose whispers. I dyed my hair red 1 week ago. It looks cool, especially because it fits my suit really well.

He wants to play with my hair but before he touches it I say quickly: "Don't touch it!"

"Woah, I'm sorry miss Don't Touch My Hair." he throws his arms in the air and makes an innocent gesture.

"Shut up!" I say annoyed and hit him softly.

"I love it when you're angry at me until you start hitting me princess." he says. I laugh. We're both quiet for a moment.

"Hey uhm, sorry to start about this again, because we haven't talked about it for a while... but don't you want to find out who your birth dad was?" I ask.

"I do, but I'm scared." he says.

"For what?" I ask.

"Well what if he's already dead? Or what if I found him and it turns out he doesn't want to have anything to do with me?" he says.

"That could definitely happen." I say carefully.

"You're not helping me with this Chapa." he says annoyed.

"I know, sorrey." I make a grimacing face.

"Come on let's go to sleep I'm so tired." he says.

"Same." I say. I grab the bed sheets and pull them towards me over my entire body. It's very cold outside because it has been storming all day.

We both say goodnight to each other and then we go to sleep. I'm sleeping on the right side of the bed and i'm laying on the left side of my body. Which means I'm not facing Bose.

After a few seconds I'm already half asleep. Suddenly I feel Bose's warm hand carefully sliding under my shirt. I'm not wearing a bra or anything and i'm getting a little bit nervous. I can trust him and I know he won't be doing any weird stuff to me, but it still feels new to me. All of this is new to me. Bose is my first love, first kiss, first everything. I don't know what's normal for us to do. I'm fourteen years old and turning fifteen in a month. And Bose is already fifteen.

While I'm still lost in thought, I feel his fingers stroke my stomach. He's drawing tiny hearts. We both say nothing.

After a few minutes he comes closer to me. Our legs finally touch. He grabs me carefully by my waist and pulls me slowly towards his body. Our bodies are now pressed against each other. He's giving me soft kisses in my neck. I don't think he knows I'm still half awake. I love this feeling so much, his warm lips and breath on my skin, our bodies pressed against each other, our legs twisted. It's giving me so much comfort and safety.

I know my powers are stronger than his, I know I can protect myself, but I can't protect myself from my nightmares and family drama that's haunting me. Bose in fact can, a week ago when I was mad at him for ignoring me, he still protected me from my parents while I didn't even know they were there. Usually I'm the one who protects him... But that's more for the scary parts that have happened. Like when Mika made Monsty, he got kinda scared and I protected him. I protect him more in a physically way, because we all know Bose wouldn't hurt a fly.

Normally I would've pushed Bose away from me, I don't like those tight, warm hugs. But now it's cold and I've missed him a lot.

He stops drawing tiny hearts on my bare stomach and pulls my shirt down again. Then he comes closer to my ear and whispers: "I know you don't like these kind of hugs, but since you're asleep I think you wouldn't mind."

"Don't worry. This feels nice." I whisper back with a sleepy voice. He laughs quietly because he didn't expect me to be awake.

"Oh and I accidentally touched your hair." he whispers.

"You did what?!" I whisper loudly and aggressively while I turn my head a little.

"Haha calm down I didn't." he laughs. I sigh.

"Goodnight Tarzan." I say and quickly give him a kiss on his cheek.

"What did you just call me?" he asks.

"I saw an advertisement of the movie Tarzan today and I thought about you." I say while laughing.

"I'm so offended right now. I give you the cutest names and you call me Tarzan?" he says.

"Sorrey." I say.

"You're forgiven. Sweet dreams, princess." he emphasizes princess. A few seconds later I whisper carefully: "But you do look like him."

"You know what? No hugs for you anymore." he says annoyed. He lets go of me and turns to the other side of the bed. Now I regret saying it. I already miss him.

"Come on, it was a joke." I sigh and roll with my eyes even though he can't see it.

"Not today." he says annoyed.

"It's fine, you'll come back in a sec." I say.

Bose POV:

A few minutes later I'm still awake, I miss Chapa. I don't know why I let go of her, but I can't go back to her again or else she'll know she won.

Suddenly I feel a hard kick to my back and I fall off my bed. I landed on my back, I look up and see Chapa smiling and giggling.

"Shouldn't have let go of me." she says while smiling. I love her but at this moment I'm getting angry. I grab her body and I throw her carefully and fast off the bed. She literally falls on me. She gasps. I hold her so tightly that she can't escape my arms anymore. Our foreheads are pressed against each other and our lips are only a few inches apart.

She tries to escape my arms but she can't. I'm a lot stronger than she thinks I am.

"I hate you." she whispers annoyed. I know she doesn't mean it.

"I love you." I whisper back. Then she kisses me, she opens her mouth and kisses me with more passion. She seems so desperate for me. But why now?

After 20 seconds of making out, she slowly goes down on my body. She stops where my pants are and I'm getting a little worried. What is she up to?

Then I realize...

I let go of her and say: "Chapa I think you shouldn't-"

Then she slips out of my arms and jumps fast on my bed. She laughs and I realize she wasn't desperate for me at all, she just wanted to escape my arms.

"Are you coming... Tarzan?" she teases. I get up quickly and then I go on top of her. She gasps. She can't escape me now.

"Stop calling me that." I whisper annoyed in her ear.

"Okay then I'll just call you princess." she whispers.

"No that's my nickname for you." I say.

"Yeah but you're more that princess type you know." she says.

"Me? No no no, you are living in my big ass house, if you ever want something I'll buy it for you and every night I'm serving dinner for both of us. I think that makes you the princess." I say and smile.

"Fair enough, I'll just call you Bose." she says and rolls with her eyes.

"Good girl." I say and smirk to tease her.

"Ew no Bose what the fuck. That's disgusting, especially with that dirty smirk. Stop calling me that or I'll start calling you Tarzan." she says.

"Fine, anything for you my lady." I say. I lay my head on her chest and close my eyes. She plays with my hair and starts giving kisses on my head. We both fall asleep.