Two Worlds - Namjin

9- Flower field

Pov. Namjoon

 The moment I meet him, he gives me no time to talk and simply runs my way. The hug feels so needy, like he's about to fall apart. I hold Jin close to me as he sooftly asks me to take him far away from here. This time is my turn to drive with him hugging me from the back. On the road, I can feel his tears making my shirt wet. It's not something I was expecting. He's always smiling and looking like he owns the world. But today things are off and he called me to be by his side during this. 

 The fact that he trusts me this much makes me wanna try harder than ever to make him happy. I could take him to another country if he wanted. And considering I have a few fake passports, it's not a crazy plan. But instead, I take him to my favorite place in the world. A flower field on top of a small hill on the west of where we live. No one's ever there and the flowers make the place smell like heaven. I always go there when I'm lonely or sad. I guess it's not gonna be my secret spot anymore. Because I'm ready to share it with him. 

 Whe we arrive and after a long hug, we sit next to the bike. The flowers around us move slightly whenever there's a breeze. His teary eyes look so beautiful under the moonlight, I can't help to kiss him softly trying to calm him beforehand so he can tell me everything. It seems to work because after that he starts talking in a calm tone.

- I don't wanna go back home

- What is it, love? Is someone hurting you there? I know some really bad people who can help us. I promise they can "take care" of anyone! Just say the word

- No, he...I don't want you to hurt him. If I did I would do it myself. I'm stronger than I look

- Who is "him"?

He looks a little uncomfortable saying it but he gives in. Avoiding my eyes he tells me about his father and what he's been going through lately. At first it seems hard but with every passing minute he's more confident and starts to complain non stop. He goes from sad to frustrated to straight up angry and then...back to sad.

- I swear it's the worst! I have to keep my money hidden, I can't leave for long, I have to deal with his terrible mood. It sucks and the worst part is...I still want the best for him. He's my dad and he wasn't a piece of shit before...I miss those days a lot

- It's not an easy path for him but I know for a fact people can get out of it. He'll have to fight it his whole life but he'll get there. I've seen it happen!

- I guess you have, you hang out with people like that a lot for some reason

- Yeah, I'm kind of an expert on addicts. Which doesn't sound cool at all now that I say it.

- ...Thank you, Namjoon

- Oh, please. All I did was drive and listen to you. Anyone can do th-

- Not for that. It's hard to quit drugs but since we started dating you left it all behind. No cigarettes, no pills, nothing like that. I know it's tempting to go back to it but... I'm glad you don't

I really don't wanna ruin the moment telling him I've been trying a few of those things these last few weeks. And I don't wanna lie either. I don't know if I wanna quit every drug forever. Unless...

- Wait, did you say that we're dating? I thought we were just...I mean, I know we go out on dates but I wasn't sure if we were-

A possessive kiss makes me shut up. Ah, shit I love the way he takes control everytime he kisses me. His hands are on the side of my face and while of them moves to play with my hair the other one travels down my chest. Okay, I might be having a heart attack...or it might just be that his touch causes things I never thought I could feel.

- Was that a good answer, Joonie? Or are you still a total idiot?

- Why do you look so hot when you insult me? It's hard to defend myself like this!

He chuckles and that can only make me smile. I'm dating him. He's my date. He's my... boyfriend? Oh God, he is! I can see it in his eyes. My cheeks are gonna hurt from smiling so much.

- You know, Jin...I know you called me because you wanted me to take you away from here. And I won't deny that idea sounds exciting. But I wanna stay here a little longer. Until I can make you feel safe and happy in your home...if that's okay

- I could't imagine you being this supportive. But I will admit you are good at it. And very romantic if I may add

- And that's why you love me! Maybe. Do you? You don't need to answer that...but do you?

- Wow, you still ask stupid questions even after that kiss. I think I'll have to try something more direct

He shows an evil smile. It's like he's about to have the time of his life. And apparently so am I because he immediately sits on top of me. Another kiss takes place, deeper and more passionate than the one before. His hands slowly start to unbutton my shirt. Really? Here? In the middle of a flower field, with my bike on the side and under the moonlight? I won't resist him. I'll have to give him the world after this.

I realize I'll definitely have to leave any drug I ever had behind. Because there's no way I'm choosing that over him. It's not like I have to try them before selling them anyway so who cares?

And so tonight, I make my boyfriend officially mine...

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Hi babes~ I hope you like this chapter! These cuties are more than officially dating! Love them!

I'll warn you right now, next chapter is the smut one. So remember you can skip it when it comes if you're not comfortable ❤️‍🩹

Have a beautiful day/night!

- Baby Y