19- My drug

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Pov. Namjoon

My whole body feels light for once. Even though I can feel some parts of it hurt it still feels like I'm safe in a comfy place. It takes me a few minutes to open my eyes because of how cozy I am under all these blankets. The open window is letting the morning light in. It must be early since the sunlight is not as bright as it'll be later. I try to sit up when I feel my head hurt. When my hand touches the bandage I remember how my body ended up this way.

It's a little fuzzy but I can kinda put the whole memories together. Checking my own body I see that even though some movements still hurt I've been healing. And it's obvious someone was taking care of me since I don't remember even buying medicine. As I'm looking around trying to figure out where the hell I am, someone walks through the door.

I could recognize those wide shoulders and thin waist anywhere. Jin's holding a tray with our breakfast and trying to close the door without dropping it all. If that was me, I would've made a mess. When his eyes meet mines, his expression changes to one I can't read. He leaves the tray on the table and comes closer to me.

- You're awake...For a moment I thought you were on a comma

- Sorry. I guess I always end up making you worry

- Taehyung said if you died in my bed he would help me bury you in the backyard. So I wasn't that worried.

It sounds like a joke. Mostly because he keeps checking my wounds making sure I'm okay. Although knowing Taehyung that comment was probably something he really said. That kid can be scary as hell when he wants.

- I can go home if you want. I feel better already!

- You'll faint in the middle of the street or something, dumbass. Besides, it's nice to have someone home

- What about...

I don't wanna name him. I fear that naming his father might remind him of last time I met him. The biggest regret of my life is not something I wanna think about now.

- My dad? He's not here.

- Oh...will he be ba-

- He's in rehab. My aunt supported the idea of taking him to a specialized clinic for it.

- I see... I'm so sorry, Jin...

- You don't have to be. Thanks to you I had a way to pay for it

It takes a second for that to sink in. The money he's been saving for years was spent on his father? It's so unfair it hurts. I know his father needed help from a professional to find the tools he needs to stop the drug abuse. And yet...

- That money was for you to leave this place like you always wanted! So you could be happy somewhere else...

My hands form fists that hold on to the blanket trying to hold myself from getting out of here and finding more money for him. Anywhere and from anyone. I would do it all so he could-

- Why would I leave this place if that would mean leaving the stupid boy I like behind?

Confused, I look up at him only to see him smile with his arms crossed. I swallow hard and he continues before I can talk back.

- Though I don't know if that boy still has some fucked up priorities. If there's a drug that's more important for him then-

- There is.

He seems taken back and extremely disappointed. That is until I pull him towards me taking his beautiful plump lips in a kiss. I've missed the touch so much I can't stop. The only reason I pull away is because I can tell he's confused even if he's going along with it.

- Jin, my love... You're better than any drug I could ever get my hands on. I can try all I want but I'll be forever addicted to you. I only want you to be happy and if you really believe staying with me would help with that I would be the happiest fucking man on earth. Because I would only let you go if you asked me to and even then I would think of you everyday of my life. I don't know you did to beat the shit out of five dangerous men but I would fight everyone on earth for you

His cheeks glow red and even if he's trying to hide it there's a huge smile on his face. I don't think I've ever been so straight forward. But to be honest so many hours sleeping only made me dream of him over and over again. He had me in the palm on his hand since the day he threw coffee at my face...

- Actually, Joonie...you would make me a lot happier if you never ever fight anyone or get in any more problems

- It's definitely a deal

- And you have to behave like a decent man. No exceptions

- Absolutely, love of my life

Ah those words feel so right. I would do anything to spend my whole life with him. His eyes shine as he gets closer and plays with my shirt.

- And you better kiss me every single day from now on

- You don't even have to ask

Before he keeps naming conditions I give him just what he asked for. Another kiss as deep and sweet as all the ones to come. Oh having him back in my arms feels perfect. This is all I need in this world.

It takes me a few weeks to recover. To be honest the last few days I was almost perfectly healthy but I didn't really liked the idea of living anywhere else. Waking up next to Jin is the best way to start the day. Let me tell you his beauty in the morning with no makeup at all never stops surprising me.

As soon as I can go back to my job in the office I make sure to work my ass off. I wanna get paid extra so we can have dates every night and I can help him with his father's bills. I buy him presents and flowers whenever I can and I make sure to obey his every word.

He's still scary as hell when he gets mad but I find it extremely hot so I can't complain. Meeting him was a reset in the way I used to live. Not even for a moment I miss what that used to be. All I want now is to enjoy this moment and do my best for it to last forever...

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Hi babes~ Aaah I love them so much 🥺This was the last Namjoon chapter! There's only one more left with our lovely Jin 💖

I've been wanting to write this story since I was writing "Two Faces" but I never got the time to do it till now!

- Baby Y

By the way! When this story is over, I'll start a Taekook one that will be for the angst lovers. Here's the cover so you get an idea of how sad that will be 😂

 Here's the cover so you get an idea of how sad that will be 😂

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