Running on the Beach at Night

Running on the Beach at Night (Chapter 8 Continued)

Sorry for the confusion! My computer totally screwed up! But anyways, this is chapter 8 continued!

Ps- I'm on my phone so, there may be a couple of graphical errors!

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As I lay on top of Grant, kissing him, I push Danny out of my mind. The kiss we shared earlier that day had been amazing, way more amazing than Grants kiss. I feel terrible about the way I'm treating Grant. Most people would say I'm using him as a back up, but in reality there is nothing to back up. So what am I doing that is so wrong? I keep hoping and pleading to myself that a spark will all the sudden come to me, but it doesn't. What else can I do, but keep hoping?

I suddenly feel Grant moving under me. He sits up with me still on top of him and deepens his kiss. I keep my mouth on his as he forces his tongue into my mouth harder. He grunts and then pulls he mouth away, "let's get on the bed." He whispered breathlessly to me.

"Grant, I don't think so.." There was absolutly no sexual attractiin there with Grant. I wanted there to be, but it just wasn't. I couldn't lie about it and get into bed with him. I couldn't let what happened with Danny, happen with Grant.

"Why not Sam? What is there to be afraid of? " He asks as he sighs with irritation.

"Nothing, but I'm just not ready for anything like that. I don't want to put myself into that situation again."

"What situatiin Sam?" He lifts me off his lap and paces the floor. "The one you are in with Danny? Because if your still worried about him then you really need to think about it. I mean Sam, if your not over him then tell me. I can be more than happy with just being your friend, but I need to know something here"

I sit in silence on the floor, I was speechless. Grant was an amazing guy, but he just wasn't the one for me. Hell, maybe Danny isn't either. He is right though, I need to let him know something. "Its not that I'm not over Danny. I'm just not sure about anything these days, and its hard." I stand up and walk over to Grant.

He wraps his arms around my waste, "Either way Sam, I'm here for you. Ill wait for you, but I can't wait forever."

I nodd, and glance up to him."Right now, I really just think in better off alone."

Grant nods, "Please dear lord, don't make this a long wait." He closes his eyes and smirks.

I laugh at his wittiness. Maybe it was the first spark from Grant that I had received, but there was a tug at my heart seeing him close his eyes and smirk just then. Maybe I was just starting to realise that Grant is better for me than Danny could ever be. Maybe, then again, I was just making myself feel something for him, just like I have since the beginning.

So what do you guys think Dannys motive was for the unexpective visit with sam? Do y'all think Sam is finally starting to have feelings for Grant??