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Evelyn and her thoughts

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#Evelyn

After talking so much about sex it made me think about why Jamie wasn't asking me to do that to h...oh, I remember he told me that we gonna learn everything step by step. But hasn't the time come that I have to try something?

And after the make-out part, I thought I'd be able to do that, it isn't sex.

Of course, I'd look dumb in front of him, who knows how many girls he had before me?

'Evelyn...'

Dan called me and I came back to the world.

'Yea..h what's up?'

'I asked if it was okay if I took Lu to my house.'

'Sure, take her. I'll be okay. Or if I'll be sad I'll go with Jamie, is it okay?'

'Huh?! Sure.'

'Jamie is surprised. Jamie, do anything to her, I mean what you want.'

'I don't want anything from her.'

I scoffed.

'Nothing like couples things?'

'It's up to you.'

'Yeah, be more dominant, don't disappoint me, Evelyn.'

Lucy hugged me then Jamie. I hugged Dan.

'Don't worry, he won't do anything that you don't want to do.'

Dan whispered to me.

'I know, I'm not worried.'

'Good.'

'Play it cool.'

Lucy sang and went with Dan.

'Are you sure that it's what you want?'

'Let's go, darling.'

I smiled and interlocked our fingers. I held his hand.

We went to his house. I was nervous.

'Do you have any T-shirts that I can wear?'

'It's warm here, isn't it? Yeah. Let's go to my bedroom.'

He gave me his T-shirt. I wore it only.

'You look... I don't know, you beauty, It confuses me.'

'Jamie, how many girls have you had before me?'

'Are you sure you wanna know?'

'Yeah.'

'My body count is not over ten, not under 5. In the middle of somewhere here.'

I pushed him a bit and he sat on the sofa.

'Okay.'

'Wait...'

'I won't be one of that numbers yet.'

'Are you sure you want to do something like this?'

'I think we need to step a little bit up.'

'Okay.'

I sat on his lap. He carefully wrapped his hands around my waist.

'Right.'

'Are you comfortable like that?'

'Yeah.'

'I'm glad.'

'Doesn't your body reacts when I'm touching you?'

'What are you talking about? Of course, it does. But I don't want to do anything until you won't be sure.'

I kissed him.

'Wait...'

He stopped me.

'What?'

'Think once again. Make sure you won't regret it if something happens now.'

'I won't. Because I think you'll be my one and only, no one has ever made me feel like you do. You make me feel like I'm perfect without being perfect. I'm who I'm without copying someone to be pretty...'

'You are perfect.'

He kissed me now.

'I don't want anything yet, just...you know...'

'Yeah, I know.' — and talking, between kisses. — 'Why did you decide to do this here?'

'We can change the place.'

I was talking between kisses too. I was about to stand up, but he stood up. I wrapped my legs around his waist. He held me tightly.

We went to his bedroom. He sat on the bed carefully.

'Such a gentleman.'

I chucked between kisses. He smiled too.

'Is that why you asked me for a T-shirt?'

'No misunderstanding. It's always warm in your house.'

He smiled.

'Don't worry, I'm joking. How was it? H on B?'

'Shut up and move.'

We were kissing each other and cuddling.

'Was that all?'

'What were you expecting? Pain?'

Lucy told me that too. I laughed.

'Good feelings though.'

'Do you like it?'

'Cuddling or make-out session?'

'Both?'

'The best feeling I have ever felt. You were so careful. Thank you.'

'I promised in front of your grandpa that I'd never hurt you or let anyone hurt you.'

'That's why I love you.'

'I love you too.'

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Enjoy your distance make-out session!

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