I've always had this peculiar problem.
I'm incapable of feeling emotions. Incapable of feeling love.
I've never experienced that euphoric feeling that people often describe when falling in love.
I'd say many people would describe me as a robot when it comes to interacting and feeling emotions.
It angers me. Constant frustration is what I feel.
For years and years I've been longing to feel the love that those around me feel.
I've always wanted to experience the so called butterflies in my stomach, the racing heartbeat, and the joy that comes with falling in love.
All though, ever since meeting her, I've felt a spark. She's nice, beautiful and smart. I enjoy spending time with her.
What I feel isn't the rush of flavour that many describe love as but a warm feeling of affection and care.
I don't particularly know if what I'm feeling is entirely love but I do feel as though it's filling a void in my heart.
Perhaps Ichinose Honami will be the one to make me experience love in itself for the first time after being brought into this world.
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