𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 ; 𝐩𝐡𝐜 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭

4 | "Love4Eva"

chapter 4 ; tell me what is love
hazeeq x jessica

I just went straight to bed after showering myself and put on some skincare. You know what, the date wasn't bad at all. I really hate going on date you know. I have a bad history with a guy before. Funny how I think Hazeeq like to have a goth girlfriend in the first place but it wasn't. The way he look me in the eyes was different. It looks like he meant it in every single way. Is this love? Suddenly i got notifications coming from Niki.

N: "Hey! how was your date earlier with him?"

J: "Not gonna lie but i think im gonna be uncomfortable at first but it wasn't. You know me, I have a bad history dating someone before."

N: "Does he a very romantic person? I bet he does!"

J: "Not gonna lie, he was.. Gabbie was right after all but Niki, what is love actually mean. I really wanna know."

N: "Do you ever wanna know about love is? with the most sincere intentions. What it's like to be appreciated for who you are and what you do."

Suddenly those words hits me right in my heart. Do i really wanna accept him right now? Do i? But im afraid that he will leave me eventually. Does he sincere being friends with me?

N: "Anyways, that's my pov of what is love. It depends on you whether to believe it or not"

J: "Do you think if confess to him will he still like me back?"

N: "Who knows? You gotta believe in yourself you know. Anyways i have to go see ya later."
                                   seen 9:30 p.m.

Hazeeq.. Hmmm.. You know what. I gotta go see him before he going back to Malaysia. If don't do it now, I will probably regret it.

The very next day, I woke in a bed. It was 9 am in the morning. Im kinda feel tired from the date yesterday. I brushed my teeth and feed my cat Nocturne. Usually Nocturne is very naughty like he always go to Ellie's house to find her cat, Coco. Anyways i make myself some english breakfast and i sit in the counter tops chair and eat it. And i got a phone call from Gabbie.

G: "Good morning Starshine. The earth said hello"

J: "What the hell, Gabbie. What do you want calling me?"

G: "Ahh about you and Hazeeq. How was the date yesterday?"

J: "It was... fun."

G: "Glad you think the same way. Anyways i gave you Hazeeq phone numbers so you won't miss him when he get back to Malaysia!"

J: "Oh thanks alot"

G: "You welcome! Anyways i have a class now goodbye!"

I hang up the phone and got a message from Gabbie sending Hazeeq phone number.

I put my courage to confess him but i don't know why it's kinda hard. Should I confess him at the beach today? Yes, I should.

I finished my breakfast and get ready to go to the beach. I want to confess him, So i gotta look good right? I just wear my normal clothes not too extravagant and went down to the beach. Before that i already texted Hazeeq to go see me at the beach.

I arrived at the beach and saw Hazeeq is already there. I walked towards him.

"Hi Jessica! Why do you wanna meet me?"

"I just wanna said that the date yesterday was very lovely. thanks again." I smiled at him

"It was nothing, just a date right? I mean were just friend. Not a couple" Hazeeq laughed.

I looked at him, he was kinda sad about it.  I felt bad. Really bad.
I sat at the rock beach next to him.

"You can tell me what happened you know.. I'm your friend right?"

"Nothing just.. the rose that i gave you, is the same rose that i gave to my ex few years ago"

Silent throughout the conversation. I didn't know he had a girlfriend before.

"I'm so sorry Hazeeq.."

"Nahh it's okay.. I didn't need her anyway. You know what, I can give you a better bouquet and more beautiful than i gave her back in the days. Im actually a florist you know.."

"Really? Me too! I really loves flowers. I used to work at my auntie's flower shop when i was teenager."

"That's great, looks like we both shares same thing. Jodoh ke namanya~" Hazeeq went teased me.

"Hey.. i just wanna said that.."

"Yes? what's the matter?"

I looked him in the eyes.

"I really like you, you know. But im afraid that you will leave me eventually because im not a perfect person."

He hold my face and caress my cheeks with his both thumbs.

"Why you fikir yang macam tu.. I like you too Jessica.. I won't leave you just like that"

Suddenly i felt tears in my eyes.

"Kenapa nangis ni awak.. Jangan nangis" He went hugged me after i cried

"Sorry i was too emotional.."

"Dah.. dah jangan nangis.. I'm always here you know.."

"Okay.." He went wiped my tears with his both thumb

"Tak lawa lah nangis-nangis nanti makeup rosak" Hazeeq giggles.

"You know i actually have no idea what you're saying right now i actually know a little bit of Malay words so pardon me"

"Lah.. Takpe-takpe"

We then laughing with each others and goofing around.

EXTRA

Nik and Fadhli notice us laughing with each others and goofing around like a couples.

"Wooooooo Hazeeq ada awek" Nik teased Hazeeq

"Nadhir dah ada awek dah eh-eh tengok-tengok hazeeq pun ade. perghhh"

"Diamlah korang ni!"

We then just laughing at each Fadhli and Nik. They really live to teased him!

next chapter!
"you're my rockstars"
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