𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 ; 𝐩𝐡𝐜 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭

3 | "was it meant to be"

chapter 3 ; special to me
nadhir x ellie

Ellie's Pov

flashback to 2017

"I went to Seoul to visit my grandpa there. And i was thinking that maybe I should go and see my crush. I really want to know that how much he meant for me"

"I went buy some flowers and panda plushie. He really likes panda."

"Suddenly i saw him with another girl. It was Hye Won. She's the popular influencer here in Seoul."

"They were kissing on the side of the road"

"Suddenly my heart shatters. I never thought it could be like this"

"I ran away and goes back to my apartment"

"I immediately throw away the flowers and the plushies into the dustbin"

"My heart hurts so much at this point"

"And suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my chest"

"It hurts so much. I fainted. alone in my apartment"

"And I forgot what's happening the rest of it. It was black. I couldn't see anything. I try to reaching someone but i couldn't"

"And I finally woke up, next to me was my grandpa."

"My grandpa said that I was in coma for 8 days and I was in critical condition at that time. I was almost died. because of heartbreak"

"I found an article in korean website that said Hyewon and my crush was hurting me? causing me to get a heartbroken syndrome? I didn't thought it could be like this"

"I saw the comments. They getting a lot of hate."

"I felt like it's my fault. It's all my fault."

end of the flashback

"Are you okay Ellie? Something wrong?" He asked me.

Nadhir asked if i was okay

"Ah- uhmmm yeah im okay just.. nothing. just tired." I lied. I didn't want  him to know about my trauma back in the days.

"Oh, You must be tired and jet-lagged . You should probably take a rest in Bella's apartment. It's not far away from here as far as i can remember."

"Yeah Ellie, you should take some rest. I mean we're all came all the way from UK"

"Okay then"

i smiled at them.

Nadhir later drove us to her apartment.

"Okay dah sampai"

"Thank you so much Nadhir!" Arabella smiled at him.