A Part Of The Family

Chapter 7: I Shouldn't, But I Have To

When I got to my room, I flung myself on to my bed. All I could ask my self was 'Why the hell did I kiss Nicki!?!' I mean she's like a second mom to me. What the hell is wrong with me!?! Am I re-. I was interupted by a knock at the door.

"Yer" I called.

"Hey..." Drake said as he came in and sat on the bed at my feet.

"Hey" I said sitting up.

"You talked to Nicki yet?"

"Yer"

"You sure? Cos when I went in she was all moody and wnted to be left alone"

"Oh..." I bowed my head down and fiddled with my fingers.

"What happened?"

"I...umm...err...kissed her" I told him quietly. I looked up shyly and saw Drake's shocked expression.

"Y-you...kissed her?"

"Yer" I said shyly.

"Why?"

"I don't know"

"Are you...umm...lesbian?"

"I don't know"

"Oh...well...umm...I don't really feel comfortable discussing this with you, so I'm...uhh..."

"Its ok, you can go if you want to" I told him.

"Ok" He said getting up. "Uhh...Wayne wants you in the studio with him sometime today" He told me opening the door to leave.

"Sure, is he up?"

"Don't think so"

"Ok" He nodded and backed out the door. I sighed and fell back. My eyelids started getting heavier and heavier, until they were fully shut and I was fast asleep.

Nicki's POV

Drake came in asking if I had talked to Ellie yet but I just wanted to be left alone. I didn't mean to snap at him, but I just wasn't in the mood to talk. I also didn't mean to upset Ellie. She did kiss me, but I do feel bad about the way I reacted. Maybe I should go talk to her. Too soon? No. I should go talk to her now. The sooner we clear this up, the sooner I can have my baby back. But what if she doesn't want to talk to me. No, she will have to listen. I debated wether I should or not in my head until I came to a conclusion, to get it done and over with. I stepped out of bed and streached. I headed out of my bedroom door and over to Ellie's. Ellie's bedroom door stood before me as I took in a deep breath and let it out slowly. I grabbed the handle and opened the door. I peaked around the door and saw Ellie asleep in bed. I sighed and went over to her bed. I know I shouldn't but this is the only thing I can think of to make Ellie forgive me and know I love her just the way she is. I slid into her bed next to her, careful not to wake her. Since she was laid on her back, I had to prop my self up on my forearm. I put one arm just above her head while the other on held me up. My face hovered over hers as I suddenly became very nervous. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I lowered my head down hesatantly towards her own until our lips touched. I slowly started moving my lips against hers. After a couple seconds she didn't move. As I was about to pull away, Ellie started kissing me back. She placed her hands on the side of my face as we continued kissing for a few more seconds. Ellie slowly pulled away with a happy but confused and slightly suprised expression.

"I'm sorry for the way I reacted" I told her as I laid down beside her, looking into her eyes. "I was just really shocked"

"W-why did you just kiss me?" She frowned.

"I felt like it was the only way to tell you"

"Tell me what?"

Haha, sorry guys but I really like putting cliffhangers XP Sorry if its annoying you