World Behind My Walls (Bill Kaulitz)

11.

A couple weeks went by and I was helping Tom with their garden when Bill and Andrew came out. I didn't expect for him to be here, since the text we haven't really spoken and I never bothered responding. I have nothing against him but I'm just not so sure about a date.

My eyes however wondered to Bill, his hair was freshly redyed, however he know had small dreadlocks. I stared at him for I don't know how long, but he noticed and smiled at me. "See anything you liked?"

Realization came flooding to me and I cleared my throat. "Oh-it's just your hair. I like it."  I compliment.

"Thank you Angel."

"It suits you well." I continued. "Now tell me, when is the music video being released." Last week they flew to Los Angeles to record their music video for their song, Automatic. Bill told me it was the actually the fastest song he wrote since it only took two hours with their producer.

"Soon."

"How soon?"

"Soon." He repeats, teasing me. I bit my lip and playfully pinched his arm as Andrew approached me.

"Hey, I haven't seen you in a moment." He started.

I forced a smile and hugged him. "Yeah, my apologies I've been very busy." Laying in my room watching tv and sleeping.

"It's fine but have you decided about dinner?"

I stood up straighter now with a serious face. In the corner of my eye I saw Tom watching us. "Depends, is it a date or friend casual?"

"Whatever you want but me, I'd prefer it as a date."

I bit the bullet. "Sure, tell me the time and place." Tom and them looked shocked at my response since last time I told them I was not interested but I have to enter back into the dating world at some point. It wouldn't hurt to give Andrew a chance.

"How about tomorrow night? Dress nice but you don't have to wear a dress. That's entirely up to you." He winks.

I force a giggle and walked inside, Tom following my tail. "What was that?"

"What do you mean?"

"Yesterday you was all like oh hell now and now you're like 'sure why not.'"

"I decided to give him a chance, I basically been ghosting him these past couple of weeks." I told him. "One date is going to be harmless."

"But what if there's more than one?"

"Then we'll just see how it goes." I chuckled. "Just please help me choose what to wear?"

Bill immediately straightens up, having the widest grin, anything fashion always catching his attention. "Why me? Oh I'd be pleased."

We both cheered and continued talking for the rest of the night, catching up.

"How is your hand by the way?"

It was no longer bandaged and I showed him it. "Almost healed, will definitely leave a scar but that's okay."

"Has anything else been bothering you?" He wanted me to confide in him but I wasn't sure if I want too. Honestly nothing has been bothering me but like right now I want to keep to myself, or only go to Tom which I have been doing.

"No, I've been doing a lot better than I thought." I said truthfully.

"Good."

The next evening Bill was rummaging through my closet while I sat on my bed. He was throwing everything out and I took a silent note to scold at him for it later. All of my nice stuff was years old so it was a little hard to choose until I heard him hum with joy. "This one!"