World Behind My Walls (Bill Kaulitz)

19.

My body ached as I woke up, Tom was peacefully asleep by me. I looked out of my window seeing the sun peek through. A warm feeling washed over me as I heard the birds chirping, I haven't heard that in awhile. Tom stayed the night and we stayed up until 3 A.M. I finally let him listen to some of my songs I produced. He was in fucking awe. He promised not to tell anyone and let me do it when I'm comfortable enough.

I found the strength to crawl out of bed and head downstairs, grabbing a pan nearby to make some breakfast. It was still early but I decided to get up for once.

Breakfast was quick and easy for me, hearing Tom groan as he walked downstairs. "What are you making? It smells good."

"Your favorite." I grinned, turning off the stove and grabbing the plates. "Woke up just in time."

"No wonder Bill calls you Angel." He teased. I blushed slightly and fixed our plates. "Sometimes you're fucking awful at cooking but breakfast, you're good at."

"Aw, so sweet." I giggled, taking a seat next to him.

Flashback

"Bill...baby." I soothed, stroking his hair back. The small gentle strokes was comforting to him as he closes his eyes and slowly breathes in and out. His nostril making a soft whistle sound as he did so. His head was in my lap and I felt his tears fall into my lap. "You'll be okay baby."

"God I love you so much." He cries. His lips curled back as he manage to smile. I continue to stroke his hair back, loving the soft touch. It was soft from him getting out the shower.

After work I felt the need to come to his house and I'm thankful I did. I walked into the bathroom to see him crying on the toilet. I clothed him and lead him to the bed, not asking what's wrong. I just knew he needed comfort.

"I love you." I responded back. He lifted his head up and his gaze soften. "Are you okay now?" He nods, not saying anything else and laying back down.

My heart aches for him, I know he's struggling mentally right now and is scared. I've been trying to be around him a-lot to hopefully distract him from those thoughts and threats people are doing to him and the guys.

"You smell good." Bill grins, sniffling in the process. I giggled and bent down to kiss his head. He moves his head to face me and lightly puckered his lips, indicating he wants a kiss. Without hesitation I did, a warm feeling going through me as he smiles and looks into my eyes.

End of flashback

"So what are the plans for today?" I asked, putting my food in my mouth. It was lunchtime and him and I went to Andrew's who had just ordered pizza so he offered us one.

Tom shrugged, sneaking a glance at Andrew. "We're thinking about going to the club tonight."

"You should come with." Andrew proposed. "It'll be fun, I can get us VIP."

"Wow, imagine trying to bribe with VIP." I smirked. I wrapped my jacket around me for better aid from the cold. My zipper is jacked up which is great, it was my favorite one. It was one my mom gave me for my birthday a few years back, it's this back jacket that had Angel wing's designed on the back with fake diamonds on it. It was so soft too and it stayed that way for so long. "Sure I can come with. I need to get out and have some fun."

Tom smiled at my acceptance. "Great, we're gonna invite the whole group."

"Awesome." I yawned. I caught Andrew staring at me and he quickly looked away, my heart quickened and I began to heat up, looking away so he won't see me blushing. He is very attractive and I can't deny it, his arms too are so nice, quite buff if you ask me. "I'm going to take a shower though before we go so I can freshen up. We gonna meet there or is someone driving all of us?"