My eyes opened, only to be met with light brown hair. I smiled to myself. After we both kissed, Lei took me to my apartment and there I made dinner for us. He wanted to stay the night and said, I repeat: "I really want to sleep next to you." Butterflies. I was laying on his body, my head resting on his chest, our legs interwined. He had his one hand on my back, the other one laid on the covers. His eyes were closed. I stared at him for some time, admiring his face. Lei was a light sleeper, so he even noticed in his sleep, that I was watching him. He opened his eyes, looking down at me. "What a beautiful view to wake up to." A smile formed on his face. "Did you get some sleep the night?" I remembered my insomnia. "Yeah, quite a lot actually."
I got out of bed and hopped into the shower. The warm water falled on my now skinny body. I lost a lot of weight the last week. Thos happend also in the 2 months after my parents and brother died. I walked ut of the shower and looked at myself in the mirror. My rip bones could be seen and my arm were thin and wobbly.
We both decided to go eat breakfast, before making our way to the university. "You know, I was really struggling the last days." His eyes widened. "I got many panic attacks, I couldn't control my emotions anymore, I stopped eating," "What?" I was telling the truth, I didn't know what was going on with me. I never screamed, I was so surprised when I screamed at Shancai. "I'm so sorry that you needed to live through this and I wasn't there. But now I am and I hope you know that." I nodded slightly. Of course I trusted Lei, somehow... maybe. I don't trust many people, especially the ones that broke my heart.. heh.
Hua Ze Lei
"We have Symphony together today, see you there." I said and she nodded, then we splitted up. I hated to hear what she lived through the last week. It was my fault. My plan was now, to keep her save and prevent her from getting hurt.
I walked to my three best friends, who were waiting for me already. "I'm happy that you both get along again." "Bet they both slept in the same bed this night again." Ximen and Meizou said. "Goodmorning you too."
We sat down together for the second lecture today. I sat next to Ah Si, while Meizou and Ximen were behind us. "Lei, here, watch this." Meizou suddenly held his phone in front of my face and I took it, reading the article. Suicide after Child died, the daughter forgetting. Yesterday, two parents hanged theirselves, after their son died of cancer. But, they also had a daughter, who is still alive. Who is this daughter? Where is she?
There stood some more things about the accident. "What is so wrong about that and why do you show me a article from two years ago?", I asked in confusion. "Look at the names, don't you recognize them from somewhere?" My eyes widened, there was a too familiar name. Mizuno.
Mizuno Faye
I walked down the halls, then I noticed, everyone was staring at me, while watching their phones. I stopped and took my phone out, seeing what everyone was talking about. My eyes flew over thr article, how did they find that? It was clear everyone found out my biggest secret. The voices around me got thinner, then faded out. My hands started to shake and I ran out of the hallway, where to, I didn't know, I just wanted to get away. Somehow, I ended up at the music room. I directly thought of Lei, what calmed me down. I sat down by a wall and tried filling my mind with Lei. After some time, what I think was actually more than ten minutes, I only was loosing some tears. I sighed, sat up and moved over to the piano. My body sat down on the stool and I packed out my notes. I placed them on the stand and started playing.
I didn't opened my eyes after playing, I sat there some minutes, tears crawling out of my eyes. A person hugged me from behind. "It's okay." I brang my knees to my chest and hugged my legs. Lei took me more into his arm and I cried quietly. "I'm here."
We sat like this for some time. My stomach growled. "Didn't you eat lunch today already?" He didn't even mentioned the article. God, that's so hot and romantic. I shook my head. Lei held out his hand for me to take it. I smiled at him. "You're shivering." I noticed now too, I had goosebumps over all my body. He took of his coat and gave it me. It was the light blue one again. He helped me to put it on. My cheeks turned red. "You know.. what do you think about you being my girlfriend." My heart skipped a beat. My mouth pqrted slightly and I stared into his eyes, seeing he was serious. I nodded. "Yeah. I really want to be your girlfriend." I started smiling like an idiot, but he too. He lowered his head and kissed me, feeling the sparkle in the moment.
I walked with Lei through the halls into the direction of the cafeteria. Our hands were interwined, what a lot people noticed. They also noticed I had his coat on again, but I was proud of that. I was now officially his girlfriend, so let them talk behind my back. I don't care anymore.
