Sender Unknown | Jimin x reader | 18+

1. Begin

Just a normal day, heading home from work. Exhausted from today's hectic schedule I finally arrive in my small hallway to kick off my heels and walk over to my living room couch, plopping my ass down and putting my feet up on the table.

I look down at my phone and and scrunch my nose. My loving boyfriend of two years had send me a text. My thumb gently taps over the hart and name.

From: Seung <3

Hey babe! I hope you had a great day, let me know when you get home :)

I exhale and tilt my head back to allow my neck to have some well deserved comfort. I wish I could find some inner strength to get up and take a hot shower but my entire body aches. Nonetheless I raise my head back up to send a quick response.

Me:

I just got home, I'll just have a shower and then go to sleep :)

My hand doesn't even get to put the phone down before it vibrates again.

From: Seung <3

Don't forget to eat. I love you! <3

A rush of guilt washes over me, like it always does when he proves that his feelings are stronger than mine. I wish it was uncomplicated and easy. Like how it was when I was young. Now as an adult there are to much responsibility, to much pressure and I can barely find time to love myself.

I do love Seung, I do. But that tingling feeling in the pit of my stomach is long gone, I don't look at him and want to rip his clothes off. But he is my comfort and I truly hope that these feeling are just a compilation of stress and anxiety.

"Aaaargh!" I scream out my frustration to the emptiness of my apartment and slowly make my way over to the bathroom.

***

The cold air hitting my wet skin stepping out of the shower makes every strand of hair on my body stand up. I wrap a towel around me and wipe the condensation off the mirror.

I have huge bags under my eyes and the soaking jet-black hair falls over my pale skin like seaweed. "damn" I say to myself and grab the lotion from the top shelf, praying to god that it will help my skin during the night.

My hair spreads out on my pillow as I fall down into the mattress. As I place my phone on the wireless charger and notice that I got a new text. I sigh and pick it up again to read.

From: Seung <3

Goodnight honey! I love you!

My heart sting a little bit again, I really don't deserve him...

Me:

I love you to babe, talk to you tomorrow.

Then, just as I turn around to put my phone back and turn off the light, my phone vibrates again.

"seriously, Seung I need to sleep!?"