Only You (Jikook)

For You.

I'm getting ready, and I feel anxious.
What's going to happen, today?
I leave the house, and I feel anxious.
Will we speak, today?
I get there, and I'm a nervous wreck.
Do I look okay, today?
I walk around, he isn't in sight.
I feel myself grow a frown.
I just want to see, the human who turns my world completely around.
I greet people, he still isn't here.
Love of my life, where are you?
Don't you want to see me, too?
Or is it all in my mind?
My dreams, my imagination.
In my fantasies, you want me back.
I walk around, finally I sight you.
Do you want me like I want you?
Have you ever liked anyone, like I like you?
I've never seen myself with a boy, until I met you.
You're all my thoughts, all my dreams.
My worries, my fears.
I get terrified, to think of a world without you here.
I've become obsessed, mesmerized.
I find myself missing you, wishing we were together.
But, I know It'll never happen.
I can still dream, right?
I just want to touch you.
Hug you, compliment you...
I want to drive you insane.
I want to make you feel, at least half amazing as you make me feel.
When I see you, my heart rate increases.
I've had to sit down, and close my eyes.
I've had to sit down, and breathe slowly.
I've had to try to get control of myself back.
Just because, of how you make me feel.
I want you.
I need you.
I've grown attached, now.
You can't leave, nor will I ever.
I will never, leave you.
Please, want me back someday.
I will do anything, anytime, anyway.
Because you're special.
Something that makes me happy, yet so sad.
So damn happy when we talk, smile.
So fucking depressed when we don't even say, hi.
I love you, I adore you.
I'll treat you better than anyone ever has.
Let me?
Will you, let me?
You once told me to stop, when I was looking at you with the same mesmerized eyes I always have...
But, I can't.
And I don't want to.
I just want, you.
Please tell me you understand?
Give me a chance?
I just want to know you.
Know your thoughts.
Your likes, dislikes.
How you feel on the inside.
Because you amaze me.
Never stop amazing me.
And I will never stop, craving you.
In the sweetest way possible.
My love...
I just want your smile, your words, your actions.
I want, you.
I need, you.
Even though it'll never happen.
I will spend my time, my dreams, thinking of you.
Only, you.
I am in love with...you.
Only.
You.