Only You (Jikook)

Love You Like This, Forever

                Jeon Jungkook's Pov

I slowly look up from the paper.

Blinking.

And I'm frozen. My feet feel frozen in place.

But my eyes go from the window, to the paper, back and forth...

"What....when...."

I continue to scan the letter in shock.

What does this all mean?

How long has Jimin felt...

This is....

"Jimin," I whisper.

Then I can suddenly move again.

Jimin owes me an explanation, right?

To leave such a letter there for me...

Without saying a word?

Such an intense letter like this..

I don't think anyone has ever loved me this much.

And in silence?

He's felt this way silently?

I run outside.

Where are you, Jimin?

"Jimin?!"

He has to be around here, somewhere.

He's always loved my front and back yard. Its always been a getaway for him.

Sometimes he just shows up unexpectedly. I see him sitting in front of the tree, watching the field in silence.

Beautiful, Jimin. Where are you?

Why didn't you tell me you felt this way before?

I walk to the back as fast as I can.

Do I feel the same way about you?

My heart is racing and my thoughts are all over the place.

Every time I see you I wish you could stay forever.

Does that count as love?

Every time I see you smiling with another man, I want to pull you close and forbid you from possibly wanting anyone else.

Does that count as love?

This letter....it makes me believe you've been suffering in silence....and I hate myself for it.

Does that count as love?

I suddenly see Jimin.

Of course, sitting against the tree, looking out at the field, at the sunset.

And my heart beats faster.

I feel nervous.

The same feeling I've always felt.

I feel...so damn happy to see him...

Does that count as love?

I slowly walk over.

Thinking of where to start.

Thinking of what to say, first.

And I sit down right next to him.

Facing the field, the sunset, with the letter in my hands.

He doesn't look at me. He remains facing forward.

Oh, Jimin.

Jimin, Jimin...

What will I do, with you?

What should I do if I want more with you, too?

"The things I'd do...to hear you say every single word on this paper, out loud to me," I say..

Because it's true.

And I hear sniffling, so I quickly look over, and I see him crying.

I cup his face, and look deeply into his wet eyes.

Caressing him.

"Jimin Park," I whisper... "Say it out loud.."

I need to hear you say it.

He holds both my wrists with his small hands, and nods. "I am in love with you...just you...only you..."

My heart doesn't feel as if it's slowly sinking, anymore.

And I'm now smiling, not frowning.

"I am in love with you...just you...only you..."

 
"I am in love with you...just you...only you..."

"I am in love with you...just you...only you..."

The words repeat in my mind.

And they sound better and better every single time.

I press my forehead against his, and I smile...continuing to wipe the tears falling down his face.

"Park Jimin...can you do something, for me..?"

He nods quickly, and that makes my heart feel so, happy.

"Don't ever fall out of love with me...keep loving me this much..." And I slowly peck his lips. And suddenly I feel dizzy. They feel better than I imagined. "Because I feel the same way...with just you...only you."

Jimin, Jimin...

You smile against my lips before jumping on me.

Wrapping your arms around my neck as if your life depended on it.

And I have never felt happier than this.

Jimin, Jimin...

I will love you like this, forever.