Bill Kaulitz (Tokio Hotel) Smut & Fluff

Love don't break me (fluff)

2016, a year of perfect action ! I'm an artist, I've been quite well known by the public this year for my photographies or aquarelle work. I had gotten an invitation to an expo in Milan, from the singer and leader of the band Tokio hotel, I use to be a huge fan in the 2000s, It was insane !! I was meeting my 2000s best artist, he was my favorite one in years. It was a supposed photography expo for his new solo album, called Billy apparently ? With a photograph book. Arriving at the expo the mass of paparazzi, fans and journalist was huge ! Lucky me ? I had a pass to use to get in. As I walk in, the expo was beautiful and bill was walking around it, he shook my hand.

B : Oh goodness ! Y/n, I'm so happy to see you here, I saw your work online and personally asked for you to be here, it was so beautiful ! Im so glad to have such a huge artist here. 

He seemed super excited about it 

Y/n : Aww Bill ! That is so amazing, I'm glad to be here ! I've been a fan of you for years, and the expo looks absolutely beautiful. 

I take out my notebook 

Y/n : sorry if it's personal but what's the solo album and the expo about ? 

Bill's face become a little serious with a tone of sadness back to it 

B : oh...um... well.. I broke up a few weeks ago with my ex and let's just say I've been handling it very badly so I chose to put all my pain and sadness in my work 

he smile.. a fake smile... you could see it very easily 

Y/n : Alright..and why Billy ?

I ask 

B : well.. not many people call me billy other then my mother, tom sometimes and mostly people that are love ones... and that ex use to call me billy 

He looks down, I felt the disturbance I was causing and just brushed the situation off 

Y/n : Oh alright... sorry if I gave you some flashbacks, I.. I just was wondering because the work is very very pretty honestly 

I smile, he looked at me and smiled 

B : Well.. enjoy, im here if you need anything 

He smile leaving, as he walked away the doors open flooding bill in paparazzi, fans and journalist asking him thousands of questions. As time passed I could see his face decomposing, tired of all the questions, especially about the meaning of billy and about that specific ex. You could see it on his face, he was exhausted and in pure sentimental pain. He excused himself and walked behind curtains where no one seemed to have access. 

--30 min later--

Time had passed and bill still wasn't back, I have had around 20 journalist and fans coming to me asking if I saw bill... Poor bill... as I passed next to those curtains I heard some sobbing.. I passed discretely through the curtains to watch what was happening. Only to find bill in a corner of the room, sitting of the floor, the room was empty with just boxes, a few blankets in boxes that  where use to cover the art pieces from the dust.. Bill was there, sobbing his head in his knees breaking In pieces... that broke my heart.. I kneeled infront of him 

y/n : Bill ?

B : leave me alone ! I'm not answering anymore questions ! Just leave

He exclaim crying, I place my hand on his cheek raising his head, his eyes lit up seeing me. 

B : Oh...y/n... I'm sorry.. um

He wipe his cheeks 

B : May I help you with anything ? 

He faked a smile, I sat next to him, I look at him 

Y/n : whats wrong ?

I ask 

B : Nothing, I'm totally fine, I just needed some time out of the expo 

Y/n : bill... you were crying your eyes out... what's going on

As I finished my sentence he bursted into tears in my arms, I held onto me 

B : I... I can't do this anymore... 

He cried 

Y/n : Tell me.. you can talk to me

B : All those questions.. all the people going crazy about my breakup... asking who she was... why we broke up... why am I this affected... it's none of their business 

He cried 

B : all I wanted was to throw out all my pain in music... I just wanted to let it out

I caressed down his back 

y/n : it's okay.. I'm here alright ? It's okay... your going to be okay... your so strong 

He cried holding onto me, I never thought this situation would ever happen... but it was happening, I had bill kaulitz, my childhood dream boyfriend, hugging me, crying on my shoulder. It broke my heart to see him this way. 

B : I'm not.. im fucking weak.. crying on a girl I don't even know anything about 

He got up 

B : I'm sorry.. 

I caressed his cheek wiping of some tears

y/n : don't be.. it's totally normal to cry you know that ? You're such a strong guy, I've admired you since childhood... wanna know a fun fact ?

B : if It can change my mind yes...

y/n : The first ever piece I've done, which started my career was a painting of you.. and actually.. it was a painting inspired from the time you cried on stage at humanoid.. 

B : what ?.. 

He looked up at me a little in shock 

y/n : It was.. you started my career because you cried on stage can you imagine ? And I did this painting because I wanted to show that men could cry and that it was actually a beauty of crying.. it didn't make you weak or boring, it just make you human.. and you'll see that after a good cry you'll feel too much better

I give him a soft smile 

y/n : You might be famous, but sometimes things get rough, not everything is always happy and rainbows ! Im sure you know that don't you ? You've been through so much bill, you need to rest, to take time off, and those journalists and people  need to understand that yes your famous but your still a fucking human 

I say as he hugs me 

B : Thank you so much y/n... seriously.. thank you

He sobbed 

B : Would you.... maybe like to go for dinner tonight ? To get our heads out of this ? 

he asked 

y/n : I would absolutely love to 

I smile softly at him.. I never understood this opinion of celebrities being different.. they're just humans with a talent and bill had enough..