☆ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟑𝟎𝐭𝐡 ☆

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"VEE YOUR ON IN 20 MINUTES!!" i hear one of the crew members yell out

i let outta a breath

vinnie hasn't spoken to me yet and im going crazy
i stay focused on my phone to avoid any interaction with anyone except for vinnie, he's the only person i want to talk to

i've been getting texts from avani and the others saying
'good luck!' or 'can't wait to see you up there'

but vinnie hasn't told me anything, my heart is slowly cracking i felt it almost breaking until..

i get a text from him, vinnie

good luck beautiful, your gonna shine up there

i looked at the message for so long, and i felt my whole world coming back together my frown turning upside down and my heart reversing back into its place
god he's my medicine

i held my phone against my heart and smiled

"vee your on in 5 minutes" a crew member says

i get up and go back stage and prepare for the show.

my heart racing in a good way, my eyes water from the happiness i felt, everything is going in slow motion, my high going into a low then going into a high again

the music starts playing and i completely shut down and began singing

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(pretend it's verified lol)

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i run to avani and immediately hug her

never once in my life have i every felt so accomplished, how i felt hugging her but deep down in my heart i sometimes wish it was maddy hugging me, she was my home my safety, i truly believed she was my medicine

my heart still breaks, seeing her happy with someone else that isn't me and how she would do the same things she did with me, with that person.

sometimes i feel like it's my fault, it was all my fault,
i should've invited her with us, i should've called her before the tour, i should've hanged out with her, i should've stayed with her than doing this tour.

avani breaks my train of thought
" you did amazing vee i'm so proud of you!" she yells out

i smile, i'm thankful that i have avani by my side, i knew if i didn't have her here with me right now i would've been alone, and i would've let my thoughts get the best of me

she the reason why i can't think as much as i used to, everytime im with her, my thoughts disappear

"thank you!" i say happily and smile

i walk with her trying to find everyone else and we finally found them hanging out at the makeup and hair room

max was playing with jacks hair, and vinnie was sitting down on the makeup chair while jayda does his makeup, i didn't think it was weird because i trusted jayda, she would never do such a thing

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