✩ 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐲 ✩- 𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫

☆ 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 ☆

vee

lately i've been caught up with interviews and fittings and photoshoots, i've never been so busy,
and to add more pressure i haven't seen vinnie is weeks, my manager is pulling me here and there, taking me places and getting me into interviews and all

i haven't even gotten the chance to text or call him, and yes i did feel an extreme amount of guilt, but i felt like i didn't even have time to feel anything, i was so booked on everything and my once peaceful life had became a chaotic one

"okay vee you have a photoshoot in like 30 minutes we have to go like right now" my manger says as she packs up a suitcase filled with makeup and hair stuff

"maggie maybe i should take a day off, everyone has been on my ass lately and i'm fucking exhausted, my feet still hurt from yesterdays photoshoot" i argue

"well that's too bad, do you want your career to go to shit vee?" she says as she still packs up the suitcase

"i didn't say that i just-" i continue but then get interrupted

"you NEED to go to this photoshoot, do you understand?" she snaps at me

and i wish i could snap back at her but she's the reason why i have what i have, and i literally cannot loose her

i sigh "fine whatever"

i feel my phone buzz and realized that it was vinnie
i immediately picked my phone up to answer and once i did, my manager snatches it out of my hand

"nope! we gotta go right now you don't have time to be on your phone right now" she says and puts my phone into her pocket

"wait can i please just answer this text?" i say trying to reach her pocket to get it back

"no! vee we need to go can you not understand that?" she snaps again and walks out the door with the suitcase

i take a deep breath and close my eyes trying to collect myself before i go absolutely feral

"VEERENA LETS GO NOW" she yells from downstairs

i roll my eyes and make my way downstairs and out of the door
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"ugh vee i'm obsessed with these photos" my manger says admiring the shots while we were on our way back from the photoshoot in an uber

"glad you like them" i say looking out the window

"well once we get back you need to get ready for tonight because we are having dinner with the grammy nominees" she say's excited

its weird to see her so excited while i'm here deprived
it's like it gives her pleasure seeing me so busy and exhausted, sometimes i wonder what is going on in her fucked up head
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i was getting my makeup and hair done and immediately realized that i haven't answered vinnies text so i reached for my phone that was across the table and as i was about to my makeup artist tilted my head facing him

"don't move" he said focused on doing my makeup i frown a bit

"okay, and your done!" he says a couple minutes later backing away from me

"beautiful as always" he smiles and gathers his things
i give him a forced smile back, after they were finished i reach for my phone and finally had the chance to see what my boyfriend vinnie had texted me hours ago

"hey baby, jett and i are gonna go looking for some cars wanna come with?"

the message completely broke my heart "veerena you gotta go get dressed!" i hear my manager rush into the room

and as soon as she saw my phone in my hands she snatched it away and put it in her pocket again

"maggie! i need to answer that text!" i say

"you need to stay off that phone vee, go get dressed" she said harshly

"your unbelievable" i mumbled and went to the changing room

"well i'm the reason why your getting all these opportunities! thank me later!" she yells in the distance and i just roll my eyes

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"your music is incredible!" billie says as we are all seated at the same table

"thank you so much, yours is also so incredible i've been listening ever since you released ocean eyes" i say and smile

i couldn't believe that i was talking to billie eilish and to think that she was dating jesse ruthorford was even more mind blowing

"oh my god i saw your vogue photoshoot and was so obsessed you looked so good!" she says as she places her hand on my shoulder

"thank you so much! i was like half asleep when shooting it" i laugh

"no way! it didn't look noticeable at all" she says almost amazed
i nod slowly

"is this your first grammy nomination?" she asks

"this is my second" i say and put up two fingers

"oh wow that's amazing" she says 

i nod and smile
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it was late and my uber had dropped me off at my place i limped to my doorstep with my heel in my hand 
my feet were killing me, i felt as if they were gonna fall off, i unlock the front door and enter placing my heels by the front door and hanging my coat on the coat hanger,

i saw the kitchen light on, maybe i forgot to turn it off
i sigh and make my way towards the kitchen and before i turned the light off i see vinnie sitting on the kitchen counter

i gasp and smile, "oh my god, you not gonna believe who i talked to today" i say and make my way towards him wrapping my arms around his shoulders hugging him

his hands move towards my hips and gently pushed me away i look at him with a concerned look
"what's wrong?" i say softly

"so your just not gonna explain why you've been ignoring me for the past month?" he says, his voice deep and stern

"what?" i say putting my hands down to my side

"you haven't answered any of my texts vee and today you left me on seen" he says, his face disappointed
an expression that i wish would never show up on his face

"i'm sorry baby, i've just been really busy and maggie has been on my ass" i continue rambling and he just rolls his eyes and shakes his head

i stopped talking and looked at him, pressure stabbed into my chest

"you don't believe me?" i say softly my breathing getting heavier

"i believe you, i just feel like your choosing your career over us" he says sharply, his voice cutting me apart

"no, no vinnie that's not true" i hesitate

"well it looks like it, considering the face that you SAW my text and didn't even bother to answer back" he says standing up

i didn't know what to say, i stood there looking like an idiot, i didn't want any tears coming out of my tired eyes because i didn't want to make it seem that i'm doing it for his forgiveness

"talk to me once you figure everything out or something" he says walking down the hall towards the front door

"vinnie!" i yell out and once i did i hear the front door close, tears run through my eyes, why did i have to fuck this up.
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