SCP-Defiled

(Lemon Flavored Fluff Part 4) Young Adult Gaea

||Authors note and warning! This is a female perspective chapter, so it's a little different from what you might be used to reading from me. It's also another mighty long read, over 3600 words. Please enjoy!||

[The following is a series of letters sent by SCP-166 intercepted by foundation personnel directed to Chaplain Davis of the [REDACTED] church. Information given from these letters was carefully analyzed and redacted before being appropriately mailed to SCP-166's preferred confessional priest.]

To father Davis

I am sorry father, for I have sinned. I write this letter to you, as I will be unable to confess these sins to you in person this coming Sunday. The sin I have committed has left me temporarily ill; an only minor repentance for the weight of my debauchery. On Monday I indulged in gluttonous behavior, and gorged on snacks. Wednesday I fantasized wretched thoughts of my staff escorting me... And I requested to lose my virginity on Thursday. I wanted to do so before our lord's day of worship, and succeeded, but he befittingly punishes me for my impudence.

I hadn't thought of whether or not they would heed such a fowl request, but that morning I had overheard a fellow inmate speaking of... A man in the facility she had slept with under observation of the researchers. I put my best will forward father, I repented and fasted, but... But the thoughts were so infested in my mind. I asked of this man, and they informed me he was of some "recreational" use to other beings such as myself. I'm ashamed to admit father, that my cheeks bloomed red as the devil when I thought of this.

Father I do not excuse myself for my actions, but I longed for the touch of another being. And in these passages we praise even a whore is deserving of gods love. So with all this in mind, I... I had recently turned the age of eighteen and decided for myself that abstinence restricted me of warmth so many others outside this facility could feel! These walls that surround us are cold and unloving. Yes, god's love burns brightly within us all, but I more than earned to feel what true human flesh is like against mine! I... I don't know how long they had been preparing for me to make such a heinous request... But father they already had procedures in place for me.

I prayed deeply father. I begged for as much forgiveness as I could before such an act could occur. Finally, when that door opened and I was lead inside this whore's containment cell I expected the dread of it all to overwhelm me and for me to hear gods disapproval. I thought some sign would show me that these thoughts were not of my own, and the devil's manipulation... But all I saw in that cell was a man and a bundle of chalk. At first I was taken aback, the chalk clearly had to be for some ritual to draw me from gods good graces, but on the wall before this man he simply doodled.

As a child would father, he drew whatever came to his mind, I could assume. He hadn't seemed to be waiting for me for too much time, as he had only drawn a cross with some lines depicting a stylized "S". His head turned to me, and dare I say father, but he was rather good looking. Not too much so, as otherwise I would of assumed he be the devil himself. But attractive... I could see by the outline of his clothes, they didn't much fit him. The blank off-white shirt constricted his frame, and I could see the outline of his figure. He wasn't a massive man, but he had clear definitions of someone ho could... Hold me without much struggle.

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His pants far too baggy and that similar shade. Barefoot, and I could tell his clothes were similar to mine. His eyes were... Bright. A little distant when they locked onto me though. He had a welcoming smile and his head turned back to his doodle as he spoke. Something about how he was "glad I finally made it." While this felt foreboding I still made my approach. Since he had the ability to draw a cross, I was comforted by our small connection of faith. It warmed me to believe he wasn't some demon of lust here to tempt me. I stood firm beside him and declared I was there to surrender my virginity.