Unforgiven

Chapter 15

*smut warning!!*

"Jessie wake up" A soft voice sounded through my head. I rolled over groaning knowing damn well I was not being woke up early on my day off. Kayce was facing me as I turned scaring the living shit out of me.

"Jesu-" Kayce quickly covered my mouth and shushed me cautiously pointing to the other bunks showing the other hands sleeping peacefully. He got up slowly and beckoned me to follow. For some reason my body urged to follow him so I did. He stopped at the door carefully slipping on his boots trying not to make too much noise. I still can't believe the man sleeps in jeans.. i will never understand. I slipped on my own jeans over the pajama shorts I was wearing and my boots after that traipsing after him. He was almost 30ft ahead of me by the time I managed to stumble out of the barn. It was still dark outside the stars were shining brightly in the moon lit sky. Kayce already had two horses saddled up for us.

"What are we doing Kayce" I asked confused on why he wanted to go for a trail ride at this ungodly hour of the night.

"You'll see Jess just get on" He motioned to the horse and I hoisted myself up onto May grabbing tight to the reins and pulling her into motion. I kept a few feet behind Kayce just to see what he was up to and where he was going. We didn't speak for the whole ride which I wasn't mad about. I was happy to just enjoying the beauty of this ranch. Finally after what seemed like hours of riding which i'm sure it wasn't he stopped and tied his horse to a tree and i followed his actions. He opened his saddle bag and took out a blanket and a bottle of Jack.

"You know me so well" I commented grabbing the whiskey out of his hand, opening it and taking a long swig letting it slowly burn the back of my throat.

"Alright let's not get too ahead of ourselfs now" Kayce took the bottle back and started walking out into the open pasture. He laid down the blanket and sat right down on it patting the spot next to him. I slowly lowered myself into a sitting position careful not to get to close.

"I know you love to look at the stars and I thought tonight might be the perfect night to see Lee up there" Kayce whispered softly taking a sip of the whiskey the smallest bit of water forming in his eyes. I laid back onto the ground and gazed up into the sky. My eyes wandered until I saw the brightest star in the sky.

"There" I pointed up "That's him"

"It is isn't it" He turned and smiled at me. That signature smile. One of the many reasons I feel in love with him.

"So is this the only reason you brought me way out here Kayce" I asked knowing there was something else going on.

"You always could see right through me" He sighed turning back to face the sky.

"What's wrong" I think I already knew that answer.

"I'm in love with you Jessie but you already knew that. I messed up bad in the past and I realize that but if you gave me a second chance I can promise you that im all in" His words hurt my heart. No matter how much time had passed what he did still hurt.

"You promised me that last time Kayce. And it was not kept"

"I know I can't earn back your trust but at least give me a chance to try Jessie. We're gonna both be on this ranch for a long time and hating each other isn't gonna be ideal when we work together" He made solid points but I didn't want to go through that heartbreak again.

"I don't hate you Kayce" I groaned downing some more whiskey.

"Just think about it" He spoke softly as almost just into the night for the wind to hear.

The next thing I know my mouth is conquering his in a blistering kiss that robs me of all my sanity and thoughts of ever not being with him again. He flips me over, grinding his lower body against me. With his lips pressed against mine he starts to undo the button of my jeans and pulls them just enough to see my panties.

"You're still a lacy girl I see" He groans into my ear leaving a sloppy kiss while he's at it. He drags this thumb over my swollen clit almost making me whimper but I hold it in for my own sake. I cant let him know the effect he still has on me.

Skimming his fingers over the opening he can definitely already feel that i'm impossibly wet. Just for him.

"Hmm Wheeler what's this?" He smiles into my lips rubbing slow circles over my clit. I can believe i'm giving into him. Where did my self respect go?

Just as I ask myself that he dips a single finger in and I let out a small moan quickly covering my mouth.

"It's okay to let it all out" He whispers into my mouth while adding a second finger and I can feel my walls clamp around both knowing I hadn't gotten any real action in years. He pushes them in and out in the perfect rhythm my breathing starting to become more uneven by the minute.

"I want you to kiss me" I pull his head down and run my fingers through his hair as my tongue finds his.

The kiss is urgent, i needed him.

"Are you going to come for me wheeler?" He asked in between breathes.

I can only nod my head as I could feel the orgasm approaching quicker and quicker just as his fingers got faster. He pushed them feelers if that was even possible  and brings them down curling them right at my opening stroking hard. Here it was.

"Fuck" I moan loudly this time coming around his fingers.

Jesus Christ.

"I ducking hate you."

"I know you love me now.