lovebite.

Bet On Losing.

I felt relieved after finally making up to Silvia. But, something still wrong. Why would she do that,  right after I ignored her.. Is it my fault, that she tried to-. No. No. The memories flooded back, almost as if I could still see her and hold her hand. I am forgetting her voice. Her sweet tone. Its been too long and I can't remember what she sounded like. But Silvia.. As these thoughts came in and bubbled up my head I accidentally knocked into someone. Oh gosh no. Somewhat being lovers with Andre has sorta ruined my interest in him. "Shut up you ass. Your just a jester to my royalty. You are worth absolutely nothing. Nothing. Hear me? You are just. A basic. Side character. To my story." I stated stubbornly. "Wow. Hard to achieve your respect? We are over. I never liked you to the fullest anyways." He replied. I can't believe I fell for someone like him. I could feel the tears coming but I held them back because I wanted to be a strong girl. Just like my sister said when we were young. I never knew her well. But, she was someone. Everything just went through like a flash. Me and Andre are over, and I don't know how to feel. I just, think I like someone else. But I can't like them. They're just a rando. "Who is.?" Silvia popped out behind me. "Oh uh no-one." I answered. "I saw what happened. Nice standing up for yourself, I told you he was fake." I spun around and hugged Silvia. "Woah okay slow down." She said hugging me back. PUSH! "What do you think you're doing. Flirting with MY girlfriend?" Evelyn said madly. "I- No we were just like friend hugging. Silvia and I don't like each other at all. Yeah." I trembled. I turned red from embarrassment . Yeah. Evelyn started to snuggle up with Silvia resting on her shoulder and her arms wrapped around her neck. Silvia seemed desperate to get out. She seemed uncomfortable and I couldn't help but try get her out. But, when I tried Evelyn just shooed me away. And I was too much of wimp.

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I could twist Evelyn's head if I wanted to. She gets on my nerves, I want to protect Silvia at all costs. Especially after what happened, and I still can't believe it. I've always somewhat cared about her. Even when I was mad, I always still loved her. Platonically. Obviously. I need to get Evelyn out of the Silvia's boundaries but I can't do that without risking my relationship with Silvia. I sat on my mattress taking out my phone. I opened it up and started typing. "Hii Silvia!! Just wondering if you are alright from today. You seemed uncomfortable when Evelyn was getting all 'touchy'." I messaged. She replied in a few minutes. "Yeah. I'm alright. Sorry you had to deal with that. Can you come over?" She asked. "Yeah sure. Pretty sudden but I'll be there in 10." I replied. Maybe she wants to hangout. Yeah, or it could be about Evelyn. Whatever it is, I was scared to open the door, incase of something scary but I opened it anyway. Silvia stood in front of the doorway. Her eyes were bloodshot red, mascara stained her cheeks and her faced glistened with tears. "Silvia..?" I stated. My legs were shaking and I was crying to. I stared her dead in the eyes as if she did something wrong. She dragged me upstairs and then fell to the ground and sinking her face between her hands. "Silvia please. Are you okay.?" She shook her head lightly. She couldn't speak but she tried her best and her words came out in a stutter. "My. My biological mum. She. ... Died." she sniffed then planted her face in my lap. I didn't even know she had a step mum. I stroked her hair comforting her. "I am always here for you. Now and forever." I told. "I'm so lucky to have you." We both giggled and got up. I had to head off so I waved goodbye and hugged her.

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"SL^T!" Andre cackled across the hallway. I couldn't give the slightest shit about it. I went over to Silvia's locker to see Evelyn all over her again. I couldn't help myself this time. And you gotta do what you gotta do so. I strangled Evelyn and dragging her to the ground. I stomped on her face breaking her nose and then continuously punching her until she couldn't speak. Not much but even then I still couldn't get the fun feeling off full revenge. But I couldn't do anything else otherwise I might be in a lil trouble with the law. I crouched down hunching over her to whisper in her ear. "Mention this and your life is next." I said. She picked up all her strength to nod her head. "And stay away from Silvia." Later in the day Evelyn was nowhere to be seen. I went over to Silvia and she gave me the biggest hug. "Thank you Lucy." I teared up a lil and replied with "Anytime." "Also Lucy. I kind of. Broke up with Ev. I love her but I can't handle trying to keep a stable relationship with someone who gets on my nerves more than half the time and pushes my boundaries. I was proud. "Stood up for yourself. She deserved what happened anyway." I said. 

A tall guy stood behind Silvia, leaning on her locker. "Andre..?!" I said surprisingly. "Hey Sil, wanna come over?" he said flirting . "No you dumbass. You're fucking manipulative and such a shithole for faking a relationship. Plus, I'm a fucking lesbian." Silvia replied. "Worth a shot." Andre said leaving after he patted Silvia's back. Before leaving he called me a bitch and a wh0re then left. I didn't care.

a/n: longest chapter i think, not so proud of this one