Trance, Tom Kaulitz ✔︎

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After another night of bad sleeping, faith was back in the car. She had almost forgotten about the conversation she was meant to be having with Max that day, she didn't want to do it anymore. She didn't know why, but something within her was telling her not to.

Like she was doing something bad, wrong and not right for her.

That day, Faith's dad had decided to take her to school. She got out the car and didn't bother saying goodbye, she turned to watch the car leave and as she turned back around she jumped when she saw Max behind her.

"Jesus Christ" she snapped when she regained her usual self, "sorry sweetheart did I scare you?" He cooed and she cringed. "Nope" she dryly replied, wanting to get on with her day and most importantly find Kim.

"When can we have that chat?" He asked, Faith sighed. "Um" she hummed trying to think of an excuse, "now" he smiled as he got closer to her. "I didn't really want to chat" he smiled as he moved her hair behind her ear and she flinched backwards to try and get away from him.

"Bit jumpy today aren't we" he smiled as he leaned in and she moved completely away, "look I can't do whatever this is right now" she tried to explain. "Why the hell not?" He asked, "because" she began and tried to think but nothing was coming to her.

"I just can't please leave me alone" she tried begging, he was visibly getting mad with her. Faith turned to walk away from school, she was in a mood now too.

Once classes had started, Kim had gotten worried as Faith hadn't turned up. So she decided to bunk off of school by climbing over the gate and driving herself to the studio, in hopes to find Faith there. Once she arrived she rushed inside and scavenged the hallways for her.

She wasn't there.

Kim was so worried for Faith, the worst things possible where going through her head. She reached the main room where the band had gathered and Kim had a worried facial expression and glassy eyes.

"Kim what's wrong?" Bill asked as he helped her into the room and sat her down next to her, "what the hell happened?" He asked and she took a shaky deep breath.

"It's faith" she began and Tom suddenly sat up straight at the sound of Kim's worried voice and Faith's name. "She hasn't turned up to school, she would message me" Kim explained, "maybe she slept on or she's ill?" Bill suggested and Kim shook her head.

"When I was in class, I heard that she had left school earlier" Kim explained, "so she's bunking?" Bill asked. "I don't know but she's not answering her phone" Kim felt tears fall as she explained. "I'm worried about her" she began to cry.

"What do you thinks happened?" Tom suddenly spoke up and Kim looked up, "I don't know" she cried. "I'll be right back" he snapped as he got up and walked towards the door. "Where are you going?" Bill asked, "to look for her" he stated simply before he left the room.

Meanwhile, Faith was walking not to far from her school. The clouds above her where getting grey and it was spitting with rain, she heard footsteps behind her and she turned around to see no one there. She felt her heart rate pick up as she began to walk faster, she walked down a quite road.

But once again, she heard footsteps. She turned around this time to see two people behind her, she could make out one of them to be Heather. "Shit" Faith muttered as she began to walk even faster, knowing she would have to run soon in the pouring rain.

Run all the way home or the studio, she didn't even know where to go. Just as Heather was getting close a loud car pulled up beside Faith, she turned to look only to see Tom get out of it.

She rolled her eyes, "piss off" she muttered as she still was annoyed at him. "Get in" he demanded and she laughed, "no" she shrugged and he scoffed. "Get in the damn car" he added again, with a demanding tone.

"Why should I?" She asked, "because Kim will kill me if I don't. Now get in" he stated angrily. Faith looked at the sky and looked behind her to see Heather stopped, waiting to see what she was going to do. Faith sighed before opening the car door and climbing in, Tom smirked at his success before he to got back in.

"You know Kim's worried sick about you" he snapped and Faith looked over to him, "why?" She asked. "Because you apparently you just left school" He exclaimed and she sighed. "I didn't just leave, I got angry and left at Heather" she lied. Tom just shrugged it off and began driving.

"Why are you so cold with me?" He asked suddenly and she laughed, "what's the matter with you?" He asked and she just shook her head "nothing wrong with me" she replied as he began driving faster "that's not the answer I want to hear" he spoke. "Slow down" she stated and he laughed again.

"Tell me and I will" he spoke and she just shook her head, "why won't you tell me" he asked as he only made the car go faster. "Tom just slow down for me please" she asked and he looked at her in her eyes for a brief second.

"Tell me" was all he said and she sighed, "okay just slow down" she begged and he did. "I'm just angry" she sighed again. "With who" he asked, she looked over at him and didn't say anything. "With me?" He grasped the concept. She just looked away, "why?" He asked.

"You tell me all these things and then leave with some random girl" she blurted and felt embarrassed once she had said it, at that moment the rain began pouring and Tom had parked the car outside the studio. He locked the car, keeping them both inside.

She looked over at him, "you tell me that I'm the only one you've waiting so long for" she tried to re call his words. "And then you leave with some girl" she added and he sighed not knowing what else to say. "Yeah I did that, I'm not going to lie about it" he tried to make him sound better but it didn't quite work.

"I just don't feel okay about it" she explained, "did you cry about it?" He suddenly asked and she looked over at him confused. "Why does that matter?" She asked in shock, "did you cry over me?" He added again and she just didn't answer.

"You did didn't you" he spoke and she just shook her head, "I'm so sorry" he apologised which took Faith back. "You shouldn't be crying over someone like me, I'm not right for anyone" he explained and she just laughed. "Just shut up and unlock the car" she snapped and he didn't listen to her.

"I just hurt people" he added, "stop trying to make yourself sound better. Maybe if you tried to change your ways you wouldn't have to apologise to every girl you throw to the side" she yelled and he just shook his head. "I never threw you to the side" he shouted back.

She unbuckled her seat belt, and sat on her side a bit. "Unlock this car now" she stated, "no not until you understand that I didn't throw you to the side" he called back at her and she laughed. "How didn't you?" she asked, "because I never just left you. I'm here now" he explained.

"How are you here now, apart from the fact Kim made you come and find me" Faith laughed, "she didn't I went out to find you myself" he backed himself up. "I did it because I didn't want you hurt" he raised his voice again. "I don't believe a word that comes out your mouth" she shook her head once again.

"You want me to prove it?" He asked and she just rolled her eyes. "Go on then" she sighed and before she knew it he had moved towards her quickly and crashed his lips onto hers which caused Faith to be in a state of complete shock.

But she didn't stop him, she caved into the kiss and all the arguing and problems went away. He moved his hand to the back of her head and pulled her closer to him, like he had been starved of it. Like he had been waiting for it, Faith had already by default wrapped her arms around his neck.

It was passionate, more than her first which was sloppy and she didn't even really count it.

Soon they pulled away and all Tom did was smile, "you okay now?" He asked smugly. She just nodded slowly as he clicked the unlock button on the car.