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MATURE WARNING

Dear Diary,

Young college girl  Sun Hee gives up on life after brutal death of mother. That would make a bestselling headline. Well, I'm sorry to all the newspaper writers, but you won't be getting such a juicy headline. I decided not to commit suicide... though that is the most favorable option. I don't want to die, not yet, because even though I don't have exactly the brightest future ahead of me, I don't want to ruin my boyfriend's life by breaking his heart in an irreversible way.

Han Jisung... I miss him so much. I haven't talked to him since my mom's 'funeral'... my dad didn't even bother to come cause he has no use for her, after he inherited her great fortune, whih should have rightfully belonged to me. Whatever. I should go talk to Jisung, but what do I say? 'Hey! How you been? I haven't seen you since my mom's funeral!'

I can't do it.

Should I just run away? It'll make no difference - I sleep on the cold floor and make my own food anyway. My dad doesn't even spare a second glance for me because I remind him of mom. But I'm not independent enough to buy an apartment... Maybe I could ask Han if I could crash at his place? No, he can't know how my life is breaking apart. He knows too much already. He might think I'm lying to get attention and even dump me. I don't want to risk losing my last ray of sunshine.

What should I do, Diary? If  only you could help me...

- Sun Hee

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