fifty shades of hudson

chapter 30

Finn pov.

Today I finally could back home. I talked with rachel a couple times and she told me she was sick the past 2 weeks. It worried me a lot and I even suggest to let sam take her to the hospital. But rachel didn't want to. She said she just needed to get through it.
So I am relieved that I could take care off her again. I missed her so much. All those business stuff is a lot off work. But it will pay off later.

I landed in LA again and drove straight home with sam driving me.
"So you didn't see her the past 2 weeks?".I asked him ad he shaked his head.
"I hope it is just the flue than".I said to him and he nodded.
"Is there something you need to tell me?". I ask him and he sighed.
" It is just..I saw jesse..that guy from the club....and the last time rachel was drunk...... and I heard him talk about her... I don't know everything because I only heard her name" he said and went with my hands through my hair.
"Okay. I will ask rachel if she saw jesse or spoke with him. After all it is a ex boyfriend".I said.

I called some one to look for jesse and give me information on what he is doing. After that sam brought me to my penthouse and I went inside.
The people said their ' hi' to me and I gave them a small nodd and went into the elevator.

When the elevator finally came to my floor I opend the door and went inside the house. I didn't hear anything, so I put my jacket on the hanger and walked futher into the house.
"Rachel" I said but there was no sound back. I frowned.
She wasn't in the kitchen or in the livingroom so I went to our bedroom but also she wasn't there.
So the last thing she could be in was the bedroom I made for her long time ago.
I walked up to it and than I opend the door and saw my girl sleeping in the bed. I sighed in relieve and walked up to her and sat down on the side of the bed. Looking at her how peacefully she still was sleeping.
"Rachel".I whispered while I slowly went with my hand through her hair. I felt her move a bit and than her eyes slowly opend. When she saw me she quickly sat up and hugged me by suprise but what made me more shocked was the fact she started to cry.
I pulled her closer to me and put her on my lap while I rocked her back and forth. "Hey what is wrong". I said soft stroking her hair.
She sobbed onto my shoulder and than she sat up a bit to face me. Her beautiful face was coffered in tears.
"I missed you so much".she said and I laughed a bit.
"You don't need to cry about that baby. I am right here now. How are you feeling?".I ask her while I wipe a tear off her cheek. She holds her shoulders up and looks away.
"What is wrong?".I ask her and than she wants to get off my lap. But I hold her around her waist so she can't move.
"Nothing" she said but with the sound off her voice I know she is lying to me.
"Rachel.. you need to tell me. There is something".I said and than she looks back at me.
"I can't. .. I can't tell you".She said and I frowned.
"What do you mean you can't tell me?". I ask her.
"Because I can't" she said and than she leans in and kisses my lips. As much as I want to stop the kiss to ask her more I kiss her back. She sits back on my lap and I go with my hands over her butt than I realize she is wearing no underwear and I groan into her lips.
"Take me".Rachel whispers. And that got me over the edge. I pushed her back on the bed and made love to her.

Rachel pov.
I was glad I could distract him with sex. Because I couldn't tell him what happend the past 2 weeks...and than the other thing... I absolutly wasn't ready to tell him that either....he would be mad...